my salvation

2008-08-20T20:32:00.004+08:00

Hi all.
I doubt I'll be blogging here much, because I've sort of moved to The Mail Service.
But I think I'll be back here once I've lost the craze over TPS. :D

2008-08-18T18:49:00.002+08:00

OH HAHA THE REAL MEANING OF 'YOUR O LEVEL ORAL IS TOMORROW' JUST KICKED IN.
BUT DON'T FRET:D
I KNOW I WILL DO WELL! YAY:D
COME ON EXAMINERS, I WILL WOW YOUR SOCKS OFF.
/is oozing confidence

OKAY SERIOUSLY.
I AM SO ENVIOUS OF MOBY. D;
DAYS OFF SCHOOL BECAUSE OF SNOW?
ZOMGWTF I ALSO WANT DAYS OFF D:

OKAY WHATEVER.
AND HEY SIHUI I HAVE FINISHED THE BOOK ALREADY.
Her skill isn't exactly bad, but actually if you weigh the practicalities of Renesmee's skill, her skills are just useless and Bella's is much much much better.

OKAY MUST GO DO CHINESE:D

2008-08-18T17:48:00.002+08:00

I really shouldn't be doing this right now but
OH HAY LOOK IT'S AN MMV OF The Saltwater Room. :D

2008-08-17T09:19:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was 8039's graduation.

They've been such awesome company for the past 9 weeks.
It's just horrible to have to leave them.
Now that S4L is over, I wonder what I can do on Saturdays ._.
I think what will happen this Friday would be me trying to pack for classes again.
And then I'll only remember that 8039 has graduated after that! D:

BUT IT'S SO AMUSING THAT PEOPLE THINK I WANT TO BE A BIOLOGIST!:D
There's no way I'll try hanging clothes at midnight either xD

I'll put the pictures up, when I get them.
I miss them an awful lot. D:
And Daniel too!
Gosh, I'll continue asking him to read my work, so that I can infuse human nature and feelings into the work instead of focusing solely on words.

THANK YOU 8039, THANK YOU DANIEL, THANK YOU DADDY AND MOMMY:D

2008-08-15T21:08:00.003+08:00

Okay so I'm getting very pissed off now.
Bella's stupidity has something to do with it, but I'm getting annoyed with other people.

I don't get her hobby.
She keeps spending money like that, and then she annoys other people by saying "Oh I got it! But I wasted so much money on it!"
OH WTF.
Sure, I spend a lot of money on my interest as well, but HEY I DON'T GO AROUND TELLING PEOPLE THAT I WASTED MONEY ON IT.
It was your choice, not the choice of the item that you purchased.
Stop being a %^&* and just be grateful that you got it.
GEEZ. D<

2008-08-15T19:28:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHH SOMEONE GET ME A RESTRAINING ORDER CAUSE I ALREADY FEEL LIKE TEARING BELLA ~~SWAN~~ CULLEN APART.

SHE SO DOES NOT DESERVE THAT PERFECT EDWARD CULLEN!

-Spoiler, do not read unless you absolutely will die if you do not know-
And it's only logical that she got this weird baby. Beautiful, flawless, whatever.
Renesmee probably only liked Bella cause she could suck her blood dry.
Even if that killed her mom in the process, does it look like she freaking CARES?
Freak. The world is totally crazy.
EDWARD SHOULDN'T SUFFER LIKE THIS.

AND I NEED CHANTIK TO TALK TO ABOUT THIS.

2008-08-15T17:23:00.000+08:00

OKAY THAT WAS SO UNEXPECTED.
BUT WHO'S COMPLAINING?

I STILL HAVE MY CLEAN RECORD SO THAT'S OKAY.:D

2008-08-14T17:39:00.002+08:00

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I've been in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay her,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Whos waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There on no hole in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

Maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in backgroung]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

The Script just came up with a brilliant song.
I sincerely hope they make it to Number 1. :D
But isn't it just awesome if someone really felt like that?
Irrationality. But with the sense to be able to touch someone else's heart.

I hope we see more songs from The Script that don't fail to impress. :D

2008-08-14T15:45:00.002+08:00

Kay today was totally screwed.

But Edward made up for it, totally.
I love Edward Cullen so much. :DDDD

2008-08-13T20:27:00.003+08:00

KNOW YOUR ENEMIES.
The single, most important skill in tackling any opponent/adversity.
I hope the oral examiners are prepared. :D
If I remember, I think my team is supposed to be wanting expressiveness and enthusiasm?
"If you show them effort, and that you want the mark, you'll get it!"

2008-08-13T17:17:00.003+08:00

I WILL RETAKE CHINESE PAPER.

It wasn't very much comfort when I heard that WK got B3 and JH, who is just so much pwnage, got A1.
Then I decided, I'll be getting at least a B.
It looks better than a C, at the least.

The oral topic ytd about elderly would have been quite the jackpot for me. :/
Who knows?
Even if I did 'Ravi-shing's' technique on crying to touch the examiner's hearts, the tears might not have just constituted crocodile tears.
I am very sure that I could have secured a good mark in that conversation topic.

I just hope that the topic I get will be something easy for me to relate to.
And of course the ultimate pwnage is: Tell me about your favorite hobby.
WOW:D

2008-08-12T18:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAD! :D
I know you so want to see Penguin + Ben.

2008-08-12T15:08:00.003+08:00

C5 for MTL O's.
I don't really know whether I should be happy or sad.

The first emotion that hit me was sadness.
I only got a C. What good is that?
It'll certainly tarnish my grades. And so what good would getting A's for the rest of the subjects be?
I already have a C to ruin everything else.

But after that, Charlotte helped me reason out stuff.
I started to feel relieved, because this was better than facing a FAIL anytime.

Thank you Charlotte, and all others who encouraged me.
I swear that I will retake the exam, and aim for an A.

2008-08-10T16:01:00.003+08:00

This post is reserved for 9/8/08 outing with 8039. :D
~~Particularly after receiving the picturessss.~~
I have stolen the pictures from Ling! >:D

Attendees: Aybin, Charlotte, Yun Ting, Yu Xin, Eugene, Jiahui , Ling, Firdaus, ~~Nick~~ Stone, Gabby, Watermelon, YX, Nat, Myself:D

8039(or most of us, which means whoever attended the BBQ) on the bus to JH's condo :D

What are they doing? :o
Aybin looks like she's training to be a plastic bag model. :x
YT! Does the cake, or whatever you're eating, taste that bad?!

-Has no idea what Ling and Charlotte are looking at-

It's getting hot in here? :o
Well the guys didn't really need to go THAT far.

I guess you know where we're looking at. (In much disgust and annoyance, D<) The above-mentioned direction.

Aybin's back is so smexy? ;D
v^^v

The two hungry people who indulged first.
Spaghetti courtesy of Charlotte:D

o_o Poor YiXiong! D:

YT, stoning?

YX looks like he feels raped. D:
Could YT have been staring at him? :o!

Now Nick looks like he's the perpetrator! ;o
Suspicious!

Proof! LOL. :x

What did Eugene do to YuXin? D:

Nice bags. ;D
Esp Nat's cause his has all sorts of plastic bags inside. LOL.
Plus can you see the two tubs of spaghetti? x_x

The Primitive Way of Pouring Root Beer.
:D

:o Something's going on.

Jiahui, caught in the act.
Ling looks like she couldn't care less though.

OH. SO GAB WAS WASHING BALLS!

SAUSAGE SKEWERING!

Watermelon; the incredible sausage-skewerer.
I wonder why he's showing off his sausage?

Everyone at work. :D

Back from the toilet~ :x

Just smile back. He ain't rabid..
I think.

-Is speechless-

Nat has turned into Mas Selamat! :o
No need for more explanation.

Playing Daidi/Big 2.5.
Aybin gets incredibly good cards, but she doesn't know how to play them well, you know?
-Is stunned by the 4 2s that she got-

:D

Aww so nice. :D
Charlotte and Aybin trying to get into the picture ah LOL.

We have sausages at the Cards table. >:D
Cooking - courtesy of Firdaus.

Watermelon looks tempted to eat the sausages.
Mmmm.

Behold the Stone.

I have nothing to say to this awfully goofy face.

Chicken wings:D

Crabsticks! :o
This must've been at the 'Card table', and Charlotte must have been dying at Bluff! :D
-Is clever enough to finish cards before things start going weird-

What? D:
Watermelon's expression looks damn funny though :x

v^w^v Charlotte. Zilian ah. D;

Going up the slide. :o

Finally a shot of all of us that attended ;D
Whr's the pwnpwn shot of Firdaus being superman LOL.

It was a really fun day ;D
And Firdaus tried to get me to buy 4D?
LOL. ;D He wouldn't pay for me though. D;

We had wayyyyyyy too much food.
And a lot of the time I was playing Daidi.
I'm still totally blown away by Aybin's luck.
4 2s! O_O
And I dislike being the scum D;
I gave away both my 2s okay!
AND TO WATERMELON SOMEMORE.
He's kind of pro ._.
But since he Viwawa's Big 2.5, it's EXPECTED.
Bluff was damn ghey D;
But I always get out before the game starts taking weird turns. (And that's how Charlotte got very sian of the game.)

KAY ANYWAY, when we left, there was this biggggggggggg dog.
BUT IT WAS SO SUPER CUTE:D
It's like this large version of a King Charles' Cavalier. :o
AND IT'S SUPERSUPERSUPER CUTE:D

2008-08-10T15:59:00.005+08:00

410th post.
Reserved for 8/8/08 outing with Sihui + YT.

So National Day celebration in school was kind of a flop.
I'm telling you people don't have proper etiquette when watching performances.
Could hardly enjoy the band's pieces while they were performing since some people at the back were so amused by playing with their clappers.
I forgot the name of their first piece. But it definitely brings back memories of SYF.
I miss Hui Wen and the other 3rd Clarinetists. D;

Okay, so I met ~~Sihui~~ Goatee after that.
Then she saw her family at the bus stop.
She refused to take pictures with them and kept saying they were my family. D;
She even watched them 'mating'. So gross right!
Then we left via 111 to our first destination.
Which we had no idea was what.
Sihui was totally gaying with Hojo and Zack.
She nearly fell on this guy who was with his gf (Three-timer, aren't you!), and when she stood up she hit her head on this alarm thingy?
HUO GAI ALRD! :D
And when we decided it was either HMV or Kino, we got off.
Then Sihui totally dragged me to HMV.
I REALLY WANTED A TOILET CAN D:
And because a really clever goatfish chose to go to HMV, we couldn't find the toilet for a while!
Okay after that I guess I took a really long time in the toilet cause I was changing.
And then that stupid goatfish kept hitting the cubicle door.
Kay, fast forward a little.
When we got out of the toilet, guess what we saw!

A GUY WALKED INTO THE TOILET! :o
(HMV's 2nd flr toilet is only for Ladies. And when we came out, maybe he didn't see the Ladies sign on the door since it was opened by us. But after that there was this huge sign for 'Ladies Toilet' there.)
ZOMG. I wonder what happened. Or not. :x

After that I got DCfC's Transatlanticism and the Tour Edition of Dreaming Out Loud.
Sihui kept asking me to buy her something. But no.
Whichever CD she chose was like ... 60 bucks?
Go save and buy it by yourself lah!

After exiting HMV and speculating about what happened to the 'poor guy', we headed for Kino.
Let me tell you: I never expected them to sell Breaking Dawn.
BUT YES THEY DID. :D
AND I GOT BREAKING DAWN THAT DAY AT KINO WITH SIHUI.
HAHAHA. AND THAT WOMAN AT POPULAR TOLD ME IT'D ONLY BE SOLD 2 WEEKS LATER.
IT'S HARDCOVER SOME MORE! BEAT THAT! >D
Sihui bought a picture book. And actually the price is super @_@.
I wanted to buy the HYD picture book ~~and fangirl over Jun~~.
But I didn't have enough money ._.
DON'T WORRY MONKEY! I'LL STILL BUY IT BEFORE YOU DO:D
*fangirls over Jun*
Well the encounter with the cashier was kind of dismal. :/
I didn't bring my card cause I wasn't even expecting to come to Kino, let alone buy anything.
So I told the cashier and she told me she needed to check. :/
(Lo and behold, I saw Pearl, Jacinta and Minjia while I was at the cashier. Unfortunately they didn't see me. :D)
Okay so she said it'd take a while, and I went to see some other books with Sihui.
When we went back, I was sorely disappointed.
Say what? The system was down two weeks before. So anything before that wouldn't be in the system.
What the fish. :/ I just renewed my card a month ago, and they only saw that my card was expired. WHAT THE FISHHHHHHH.
Oh well. Edward Cullen was at stake. So I just bought it anyway.
AND LOOK HERE YOU PREORDER @ POPULAR PEOPLE!
I HAVE THE HARDCOVER ONE AND YOU DON'T!
(Softcopy, LOL. Okay that was a slip up. Softcopy = Fake? LOL.)

Talked to YT to determine the meeting point.
Called Monkey to ask which bus went to Far East.
I guess we took it from the wrong side. ._.
But we still took 111 anyway, and coincidentally, we met YT on the bus with other s2 people.
Sab was so mean. D;
Anyway, we decided to drop off at PS to search for pleather and other materials for costumes for YT and Sihui.
Well there were some, but the prices were like, extremely nice too.
$19/m. Have fun, Goatfish. :D
Both of them bought stuff. And the cashiers there were super inefficient!
The first cashier we queued at was held up because of this student who was trying to make up her mind about some beads or whatever.
I was starting to get a little annoyed. :/
Then we made our way to the cashier at the Cloth and Textiles section.
OHMYGOD. What's their problem?!
Apparently some women in front of us couldn't make up their minds on the cloth and Styrofoam or something.
So we got directed to the other cashier.
By this time I was really ANNOYED.
What the fish. That cashier was placed in such a high-traffic area with narrow walkways.
Not really high-traffic, but with large 'vehicles'.
One guy kept pushing this cart around. ANNOYING OKAY. ANNOYING ANNOYING ANNOYING!
When we got out of Spotlight, I was really relieved.

After that we made our way to the lovely and much-awaited Far East Plaza. :D
To Blood Romance! :D
Sarah remembered me as the one who got the Waloli outfit, haha!:D
Well it was kind of full, so we went elsewhere first.
Spent lots of time finding Haru .__.
The only idea we had was : Haru's in a corner!
LOL.
I forgot the shop lot too, so it was kind of hard. :/
Anyway, I was so excited when I got my Hunny-sempai outfit!
Though Sihui kept poking and bullying my poor Usa-chan. D:
USA-CHAN KICK! *sends Genesis flying* :DDDD
There was this other Loli shop, but it looked kind of bare, and mostly gothic. :/
Maybe I'll go there one day. :D
Okay after that 77th Street.
The skinny ties were love, okay:D
Pretty gothic cross and stuffs.
So we went back to Blood Romance and finally, that family cleared out.
I wanted to buy the headpiece, but unfortunately, the %$^&* girl was so indecisive.
Upon being asked whether she wanted the headpiece,
Mom: So you want it anot?
Daughter: Eh.. I don't know! Mommy I like this alot! (is referring to outfit)
Mom: Yah I think it's very nice. So you want it? (I assume she's referring to the headpiece)
Daughter: YAH I LIKE THIS ALOT! (She was DEFINITELY talking about the outfit)
I was going to ask whether I could try it on, and Sarah so nicely opened the box to let me see it.
Right before I even managed to get a good look, let alone try it, that woman said: WE WANT IT.

OMG I WANTED TO SLAP HER.

Like hello, if you couldn't make up your damn mind before me, THEN DON'T GET IT LAH.
Well whatever.
It might seem like I'm being spiteful, but it's true: Little girls shouldn't try wearing costumes that are too mature.
I'm just getting mine one day after.
:D

Did you know Sihui has BIG hands?
The gloves wouldn't fit her.
And she kept struggling like she was constipated.
But she bought them anyway, cause the colour was like pwnpwn-Genesis coloured. ;D
Anytime she mentioned gloves, something funny would occur.
Like a penguin going up to Genesis and hugging him, or something.
That's the real reason for my laughter, you know:D

The People's Park excursion after that was, weird.
Nothing worth saying, so yeah. D;

2008-08-07T18:24:00.006+08:00

This is the life of someone who doesn't have the sense to pre-order because she sticks to the date given last year.
Which was supposedly Summer of 2008.
Oh the agony of it all.

How I wish you could see the potential, the potential of you and me
It's like a book elegantly bound, but in a language that you can't read - just yet
You gotta spend some time--love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find--love, I will possess your heart (x2)

There are days when outside your window, I see my reflection as I slowly pass
And I long for this mirrored perspective, when we'll be lovers, lovers at last
You gotta spend some time--love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find--love, I will possess your heart(x2)

I will possess your heart (x2)

You reject my advances and desperate pleas
I won't let you, let me down so easily, so easily

You gotta spend some time--love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find--love, I will possess your heart (x3)

I will possess your heart (x2)

Now that DCFC's so popular, I don't know whether I should be happy or sad. :/
It was kind of annoying that not many people knew them before, or mostly because a lot of people only listen to those songs on radio, but after they released their single, they've become really.. wow.
I'm kind of sad that so many people suddenly 'converted' to their fans. :/
But still, should I be glad?
Hmm TV, I get your point now.
About what you said with TH and OC.
I still love DCFC anyway.
And I really really wanted to go for their concert!
Ahhh, I wish that it wasn't O's this year.
Then I could've gone without restraints. D:

AND YAY BINTAN TRIP IS ON 14-16 NOV.
AT LEAST WE CAN GO FOR IT AGAIN :DDD
I'm so glad. Being part of the pioneer batch going for it 3 years in a row!
It's kind of weird that we're going to the same school again, because we only have to conduct lessons and such. But still, I want to see Ika again! :D
All the kids there are just way cute.
I hope Ms Pham comes along with us though D:
Though that's highly unlikely. DDDD:

Nice. I'm really looking forward to after O's.
Though I'm sorry, Charlotte Goh, that I won't be able to be around for your birthday.
Unless you come with us to Bintan too! :D
Then I'll celebrate for you!
OKAYOKAY?:DDDD
There's still prom night and then Japan holiday! Wow! :D
Ohmygosh. I'm telling you I WILL visit BTSSB and GLP boutiques.
Maybe pick up some accessories?
HAHA:D OKAY I SHALL DREAM ON ABOUT IT.

I'm also guessing there'll be a slaphappy outing, Brainstorm outing, sleepover/movie marathon with TV and choc(where I MUST learn how to play bridge), 8039 outing?
HAHA. I JUST KNOW IT'LL BE FUN-FILLED.
MAYBE I CAN GO OUT WITH MONKEY+MARI TO BUANG:DDDDD

Life will be fab.
But to see the rainbow,
one must first endure the rain. :3

AND TV WAS SO FUNNY TODAY.
HAHA. WERE THE TEEVEE BITES SO FASCINATING? :D
I still want the pictures of my Giraffe-chi and the many other doodles on Charlotte's AMath t/b. :D

2008-08-07T18:04:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNTING! :D

Oh gosh, I can't say that I don't want to go to Haru.
CAUSE I REALLY REALLY WANT TO.
SIHUI, YINGTIAN, PLEASE TAKE PITY ON ME AND GO WITH ME TMR OKAY.
:x

Gah. I'm damn pissed off.
I can't find my little AMath exercise books.
Zomg. D;
They're like my AMath Bible and I lost them!
But I still must do well in both E&AMath for Mrs Gek! :D

DON'T WORRY. I'LL GET A1 NO MATTER WHAT.

And it surprises me that my Chem was okay.
Considering that she always springs tests on us.
I think I've improved in Chem quite a bit.
I'm really glad that we have Ms Azilah.
She's great.:D

I could've gotten something like an A1 though.
What a waste of marks. :/
All because I stupidly considered Hydrogen to be mono-atomic and I screwed the Mole concept.
And I totally didn't get any marks for the 2m question because part of my answer was 'Redundant'! D:
I need to work on how careless I am.
GASEOUS =/= SOLUTION.

I felt kind of bad today.
I mean, I sincerely wanted to apologise.
But I didn't have the courage to.

2008-08-07T15:12:00.001+08:00

OMG I GOT A CALL FROM HARU.
WHICH MEANS MY COSTUME MIGHT BE HERE ALRD!
Too bad they called during school time ._.
And you see, I'm so guai I didn't use my phone in sch.
*is very excited*

2008-08-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

Movie planned for 8039 is cancelled.
Because Charlotte ditched. D;
FYI, I don't like you, Charlotte. DDDD:

Have fun at CC. :D
And I'm looking forward to the BBQ. :D

2008-08-06T18:58:00.003+08:00

4 MORE DAYS.
To Breaking Dawn.

Oh man, I'm seriously anticipating this.
Thanks Charlotte & TV for offering to get me the book for my birthday and encouraging me to read it after O's, but I really have been expecting this book since last year.
So I absolutely MUST read it.
Thanks again though! :D
I appreciate it that both of you care enough about me to advise me not to read it now.

Here I'll have an intermission, because I believe that I've been too mean and cruel to some people.
I don't want to be consumed by hate and dislike, cause that is just sad.

If you asked me, "Would you like to be friends?"
I'd say, "Absolutely."

So far I'd like to apologise.
It might not mean much to you, since you might not even read this.
I just wanted you to know something, as much as I said all that, the time when I thought that you were my friend, I really liked you a lot.
Whatever other people say, I believe you're a great person.
But you must learn how to treat other people properly as well.
I sorely regret being so harsh to you, after thinking back, I thought of the times when you were there for me too.
I'd retract that statement I made before if it makes you feel better.
Have more confidence in yourself, okay?
Not everyone will look out for you next time, and if you keep behaving the way you do now - paranoid and suspicious of all else - you'll be mighty hard to get along with.

I feel very guilty after what I've done.
And I don't want you to forget me.
If only it was really that simple to say, "Let's start over, okay?"

If I had the chance, I would.
But the circumstances are just too awkward now.

There's nothing much to say about school, really.
I'm quite pissed off with studies.
I don't need reminders to study.
I'd do it by myself. And when that time comes, I wouldn't need you to tell me at all.
Geez. I am motivated by stress in deadlines, not by any other kinds.
So just let me be.

I want to go out on Friday, but I need to study too.
At least there's no Chem tomorrow so I'll do a mindmap on Tom and for Devt + Food.

And the O level papers have questions that're structured very very very weirdly.

Looks like we're getting into another pen fetish.
After the Pilot Rexgrip craze.
We got into the Exam Grade one.
And then the Uniball Figno one.
Now is the beginning of the Uni Jetstream craze.
Awesome ;D
Pen fanatics are so wonderful. :DDD

2008-08-05T20:08:00.002+08:00

I want you to know
We've come so far together. As friends, nothing more, nothing less.
I regarded you as a true friend, but friendship doesn't last under the strain of distance, does it?
I laugh at the statement "Absence makes the heart grow fonder."
Unless you don't have a heart at all.

With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
My dear friend, I would love for us to go back to years ago.
When we used to be wreathed in childhood innocence.
I don't think I know who you are now, what and who you've become.
I want to know you again.
And I want you to know who I am.

I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
Dear Bestie, we haven't talked for a long while.
I just want you to know, I still care for you a lot.
And I will forever remember the Prata by the Pool.
These memories may seem childish sometimes, but I will continue to take strength from them.
May we meet again soon.

And I won't let go
Though we may not remember each other years from now, I will treasure you as my friend till then.

I wonder.
Why is it so freaking unfair that those people will pre-orders get to collect their books first?
I'm willing to pay 22 bucks for the book okay!
And they're only paying what, 16 bucks?!
I saw this woman yesterday, standing so blatantly in front of me, holding the book and wrapping it so delicately.
ENOUGH WITH RUBBING SALT ALREADY LAH!
I KNOW I NVR PRE-ORDER BUT AT LEAST LET ME BUY THE BOOK CAN.
WHY MAKE ME WAIT?!
5 MORE DAYS.
Edward Cullen! I love you foreverzxzxzxzxzx! :D

2008-08-04T18:29:00.003+08:00

8039. ♥
We have two events going on, I think.
And this is for those who didn't stay back after class to crap with us or didn't get the message.
Still, please alert those people whom you think don't know about this.

#1: 8/8/08
(I didn't really know that it was such a nice date o_o)
Note: This outing is only tentative. Will be confirmed by Wednesday.
Schools would dismiss by 11AM on this day.
In other words, it's a half day.
If this information is wrong, please inform me. :o
I'm aware that majority of the class have CC on that day.
The planned shopping mall will be ~~Cine~~ Lot 1.
For those who are still blur about the location, take the MRT to Jurong East, then change line and go towards Choa Chu Kang.
The suggested agenda is a movie.
1. Love Guru
2. Dark Knight
Any more movies, please suggest.
Plus I want to take lots of pictures.

CONFIRMED Going: Char, Myself, Shaker.
MAYBE Going: Ling, Jiahui, Zach
Can't go (D;) : Aybin, Gabby, Yu Xin, YT

Tag if you can/cannot go okay!

#2: 9/8/08
I know this is just one day difference.
And for those people who are blur and still believe there is MC class on that day:
IT'S NATIONAL DAY. AND BEING A PUBLIC HOLIDAY, THERE WILL NOT BE ANY CLASS.
This outing is planned by Aybin so I don't know everything about it.
BBQ @ Jurong West from 11 - 4.
We'll meet at Jurong Point Interchange at 10.45.
From there, Jiahui will bring us.
Anything please reply to Aybin. And do it ASAP.

This is what I brought you this you can keep,
This is what I brought you may forget me.
I promise to depart just promise one thing,
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

This is what I brought you this you can keep,
This is what I brought you may forget me.
I promise you my heart just promise to sing,
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

This is what I thought,
I thought you need me,
This is what I thought so think me naïve,
I promise you a heart you'd promise to keep,
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

2008-08-04T17:09:00.002+08:00

OMG BREAKING DAWN IS OUT ALREADY.
2ND AUGUST TO BE EXACT.
I want it so bad. D;
Someone please buy it for meh. D;
And at the same time I would love it if you got The Novice for me as well.
But this is all too far-fetched, so if anyone is up to it, tag me to go out.

2008-08-03T21:33:00.002+08:00

And I bid farewell to my 400th post, as I start on the next one.

The 401st post of my blog will be dedicated to S4L8039.
Because they're all awesome people.

When I started with S4L classes, I sincerely thought this would never beat AKLTG's IAG. Especially after I met so many special people during Mod 1 and Mod 3. This doesn't mean I've forgotten them, but I have come to treasure 8039 a lottttt.

It was awkward, the first time we all met. Truthfully, I thought it was a waste of time. What, 7.5 hours a week, spent on these classes?

Then I got to know them.

This is probably the time that I inject some touching phrase like "This is when I fell in love with them." Well yes, you can say that to a certain extent. But the time when I felt inducted into the class was when we had that mass convo on the Youth Day holiday, at 1AM. I could have said that I regret not going out with other people that day. But honestly, I do not.

They were all fun-loving and crazy people. Maybe many of them parallel me when I go crazy with Choc&TV. This was what made them more endearing to me.

Then the mass convo 'tradition' continued.

I can say that in the 1 hour that the daily convos ensued, I could unwind and relax. Plus it was fun to bully XS.

I guess everyone knows that I have quite different personalities online and offline. (The reason why. Have you seen it in the way that I have before? This story will be saved for another day. (: )

Before I knew it, I desperately wanted more time with 8039.

And it was then that the awful realisation hit me. We had barely a few weeks to go. To rub salt into the wound, I wasn't even having CC with them.

This flustered me. But let's compare this to a composition.

This has been the prelude till now, and we are at the climax of it all.
What will the outcome be?
Does my character grow, or do I remain stagnant?

I feel a tendency to lean towards growth.

So I must say this.
"In these weeks, I have come to respect each and every one of you. Yes. We are all individuals, and we define 8039 with our personalities. Would 8039 be complete without one of us? Definitely not.

The most important thing behind this is that we should continue remembering each other. I haven't kept up contacts with my IAG Mod 1 group mates. And I sincerely regret that. I do not want the same thing to happen with this beloved class.

We may not be able to see everyone regularly, but meeting occasionally is better than nothing.

I look forward to the BBQ. And I really hope to continue the 'Mass Convo tradition'. Thank you, 8039.

We still have one more lesson together.

So I will cherish the time we have together."

2008-08-03T19:43:00.007+08:00

This is my blog's 400th post.
And because it's so special, I kept it especially for someone special. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEEVEE!♥

I won't put that weird picture of you smiling at the cakes, cause it looks very..
But instead, let's look at the yummy cakes. :D

Have a great 16th birthday.
I hope you liked the cakes :DD
♥ mel & choc

2008-07-30T17:54:00.002+08:00

I had a weird time in school today.
Gosh. I do believe she was right.
I mean, who couldn't take a hint that was presented on a silver platter like that?
It's not that I'm doing it intentionally. I tried not to, in fact.
Really. So, why do some people keep seeing me and others who have the same mentality in the same way?
We aren't criminals, you know.
We aren't sweltering from the heat of oppression, so everyone has their own free will.

I wasn't meant to be a mean person, like Zee said.
In fact, I'm NOT a mean person.
I give people first impressions of being quiet and extremely tolerating.
That's probably why they thought I could fit with anyone.
To a large extent, that is very true.
I can really click with some people, but to others it's just like *meet*---*twitches*----*poof*----*is pissed off almost immediately*.
To these people, it might seem very unfair that I don't treat them nicely, but to put it frankly and bluntly, there's something about you that I dislike, and you probably keep showing that characteristic to me.
~~Direct apologies to XS and Zach. But because I like to bully both of you, I'll carry on doing so. ;D~~
Anyway, don't be offended. As you see me IRL, I don't really scold people or get angry at them.
So I will be nice to you, okay? If you're nice to me too. (:

That's only on one hand. But on the other... (Oh. this is a ranting post. Don't bother to read it if you're not in the mood.)
There are some people who really have "low EQ" and keep "[injecting] little tidbits of information about themselves into the topic".
And of course, no one really wanted to know.
I think these are the people who really need to go for self-improvement.
Look. I said I was going for MC. Who are you to criticise me, or my class?
I love them, okay?
Just because you don't see this opportunity to go for MC as a useful experience doesn't mean you get the right to badmouth us.
You need a dose of Vanessa/Eunice/Cairn/Chinmire @ CC.
Knowing the atmosphere around you is the first step to making friends.
Which you, sadly, phail at.
I was shocked at the way you tried to cover your acts up.
You really should stop making excuses. And you need to wake up and see why people cannot get along with you.
It isn't right to assume.
What if I assumed you were a horrible person from the start?
Would we even have been acquaintances, much less would we have been friends?
But of course, in your eyes, everything must revolve around you, so I was the bad person in this friendship and I didn't want to be your friend after a while.
But the real question is: Is that really the truth?
Ask yourself.
Did I not make an effort to be your friend?
Did I not make an effort to talk to you and listen to your problems?
Did I not make an effort to cheer you up?
Did I not make an effort to help you with your schoolwork?
Did I not make an effort to let you get used to my attitude?
Did I not make an effort to be nice to you a lot of the time?
Did I not make an effort to be extra tolerant?
Did I not make an effort to stop myself from shouting at you?
Did I not make an effort to keep smiling at you?
Did I not make an effort to respect you?
Did I not make an effort to regard you as someone with great aspirations?
Did I not make an effort to let you know more about me?
Did I not make an effort to welcome you and let you know my friends?
Did I not make an effort to let you know what I like?
Did I not make an effort to answer you politely each time?
Did I not make an effort to try joking with you to lighten the mood?

And what did I get?
You said I didn't see you as a friend.
You said I ignored you when you wanted to talk to me.
You said I didn't care about you at all.
You said I was more concerned about my grades and gloating about them while trying to 'assist' you.
You said I was insensitive when it came to you.
You said I was mean to you all the time.
You said I had a short temper.
You said I was always angry and screaming at you.
You said I always had a black face when talking to you.
You said I thought you were stupid.
You said I treated you like junk.
You said I alienated you.
You said I had favourites that were stupid, and that yours were all better. (Gosh you know how much this pisses me off? I don't NEED to tell you what I like and get them trashed by you.)
You said I was rude to you.
You said I was being insensitive and I shouldn't have made a joke about that.

Face it.
If you make so many accusations, who would want to be your friend?
I have a particular friend whom I disliked for a long time.
She's now one of my closest friends ever. And I trust her, really, even though sometimes I joke about with her and I get very frustrated with her.
You know what?
She never accused me of anything before.
I like being her friend. And she gets on my nerves a lot of the time because our personalities crash occasionally.
But she's really my friend. And I really regard her as my friend too.
I really thought you were a nice person before.
And then suddenly, I 'saw the light'.
You weren't what you turned out to be.
At first I thought you were admirable because you were so hardworking.
But no, I don't see that now.
I only see bull-headedness.
And that is putrid.
So, I'm sorry.
But I don't like you.

Warn your warmth to turn away
Here It's December,everyday
Press your lips to the sculptures
And surely you'll stay (love like winter)
For of sugar and ice...I am made, I am made

It's in the blood,It's in the blood
I met my love,before I was born
He wanted love,I taste of blood
He bit my lip,and drank my war
From years before,from years before

She exhales vanilla lace
I barely dreamt her yesterday(yesterday)...
Read the lines in the mirror through the lipstick trace: "Por Siempre."
She said,"It seems you're somewhere,faraway."
To his face.

It's in the blood,It's in the blood
I met my love,before I was born
She wanted love,I taste of blood
She bit my lip,and drank my war
From years before,from years before

Love like winter...Oh...Oh...
Love like winter...winter...Pray for...

It's in the blood,It's in the blood
I met my love,before I was born
She wanted love,I taste of blood
She bit lip,and drank my war
From years before,from years before

2008-07-29T16:58:00.002+08:00

I have a nice hoard of stuff from JB. ;D
I srsly love Stylo. Esp the shoes.
Not forgetting Radioactive.
Polluted Piece of Mind

Other than that, I GOT STEPHANIE MEYER'S NEW BOOK. :DDDDDD
Oh I can't wait for Breaking Dawn anyway.

I've got new PSP games too.
Including the FF7 movie :D

Ah well the Gaia Rejected Olympics was pretty much a bust.
How the hell could Barton win over Durem?
It is simply not fair and unreal.
Like Lisa said, it was rigged!
The guy who sold that necklace to Natasha was a FBartonian!
RAAAAAAAAWR.
DUREM WON NO MATTER WHAT. CAUSE WE HAD DON KURO ON OUR SIDE AND MANY OTHER PWNFUL PEOPLE LIKE VINCENT VALENTINE&GENESIS LOL. :x
Liam would've been pwnful if he wasn't in Barton. D;
*is pissed off*

PWNFUL DUREM MUFFIN :DD

Love
This is getting harder
And I can't seem to pick you out of the crowd
But you my dear
Have been discovered a liar (a liar)
And I'm afraid that this is building up for far too long (far too long)

And this is not the time or place for us to speak like this
Even if I had the thought I'd never dream of it
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

In a different time or place the words could make more sense
In a perfect world the future wouldn't make a dent
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

Even though it's the last time

Love
This is getting the best of me
And truth be told, you were the start of it all
Now you my dear might end up lonely (lonely)
Before you go there's something you should know (You should know)

And this is not the time or place for us to speak like this
Even if I had the thought I'd never dream of it
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

In a different time or place the words could make more sense
In a perfect world the future wouldn't make a dent
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

Even though it's the last time.

This is not the time or place for us to speak like this
Even if I had the thought I'd never dream of it
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

In a different time or place the words could make more sense
In a perfect world the future wouldn't make a dent
So dry your hollow eyes and let's go down to the water

Please, let's not speak, don't breathe a word
Even though it's the last time

Please, let's not speak, don't breathe a word
Even though it's the last time

2008-07-23T19:54:00.002+08:00

Wow I just found out I was bored enough to read and do Zee's meme. :x

(01) Whats your horoscope?

Scorpio. :D

(02.) Where would you go if someone sponsor you a tour ticket?

Switzerland please. Send me to Oberland and Mount Titlis and back.
If not, I'd take a trip to Venice okay!
And the final option is Tokyo, Japan! I MUST SEE HARAJUKU STREET OKAY.

(03.)What is/are your favourite things to do?

Reading. Cosplaying. Mass con with crazy and random people. Playing Audi back in Sec 2. :/
Mapling back in Sec 1/2 (LOL WTF). Outing with Slaphappies. Buang with Mari-kun, Monkey, Joey, Bakar & 'The One who Falls Asleep in the Toilet while Bathing'. Studying with Charlotteeee Goh & TV. Bentos with Choc&TV :D

(04.)Do you think money can buy happiness?

Happiness is technically a state of mind. So yes, I can. If I pay someone to hypnotise me into believing that I'm happy, then yes I will be happy! But other than that I think money creates more problems for people. It tempts human greed, and many can't resist the temptation. But hey, everyone's in for cheap thrills right? So yes, money can buy happiness to a certain extent.
But what's most important is that money can buy you chocolate.
Which release endorphins in your body and make you feel happy. Yay chocolate.

(05.)If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

To have the rest of my dreams come true.
If not, then it's to marry Matsujun... NO NOT REALLY LOL.
I don't really know what I'd choose out of all of them.
Oh dang. :/

(06.)Do you encourage girls to admit their love to guys?

Depends. Are you serious enough about the guy? And are you sure the guy is really who you think he is? Is he mature enough to receive your admission? Are you able to take the pain? Will you be able to keep going if he rejects it?
Think about all that. And if you say yes to all of them, then go for it.

(07.)Do you encourage guys to admit their love to girl?

Go for it. If you don't, seriously, got balls?

(08.)What's love?

It's subjective.
Figure it out yourself.
Or maybe if I can define it in the future, I will.

(09.)What do you dream of doing in the future?

Researching on cures for diseases.
Or to be a Cow Farmer.

(10.)List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you.

Zee:

1) She is crazy a lot of the time.
2) She's a fanatic over tkd.
3) She's good at English and I respect that.

(11.)What make you happy?

Depends. :D

(12.)What type of person do you hate most?

Guess who? PPF-ers.

(13.) Do you like any anime?

No. I prefer manga.

(14.)If you do not have a boyfriend/girlfriend, do you feel like having one now?

No.

(15.)Who's the most important person in your life?

As quoted from IAG Mod 1, the most impt person in my life is myself.
Or as quoted from CC Session 3, the most impt person(s) in my life is my parents.

(16.)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

This is subjected to different points of time in my life.

(17.)Do you have a crush on someone now? Who is it?

Matsujun. :D
Or Brandon Flowers. :DD
Or Kyle Patrick. :DDD

(18.)The love of your life now?

E+AMaths. Bio.
Or shall I say my EMaths teacher?

(19.)Are you courageous enough to tell a person that you like him/her?

Depends?
I don't think so though. :/

(20.)What do you want right now?

To say Byebye O's. And go play.

(21.) I tag Ling, Sihui, Manman, YT, whoever wants to do this. Plus XS for the fun of it. xD

2008-07-23T18:09:00.003+08:00

Ah. I can just pray and be thankful that those extremely dear to me are still around.

I'm looking forward to S2 Learning Fest this Saturday.
And yes, CC will end this Friday, which is something else to look forward to.

Oh my gosh. I really miss Team 2.
I don't know why, I suddenly thought of the pretty structure we got that time. :/
Ahhhhh.

2008-07-21T21:47:00.002+08:00

Stolen from Sihui.

TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR...

FINGERS: Melissa
CHIN: m,erllissa
ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED: melissa
ELBOW: me;issa
NOSE: mewlkiksxsx
PALM: merl.issa

THE NOSE ONE IS PWNAGE LUH. ;D

1. List four fandoms you have.
Chocobos. Tokio Hotel! :D ~~SHAKERRRR. (LOL. JK ONLY AH LING.)~~ Hinder! :D Paramore! :D

2. Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
Like yes, duh.

3. Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
No. But I will soon. ;D

4. List four people that you look up to the most.
Mrs Gek because she's just so wonderful in class and she continues to do her best for us.
Ms Fazylah because her cosplaying during Cosfest was really.. o_o Wow.
Pearl because you really know how to deal with the squad when I get too pissed off.
Daniel because he's 8039's beloved coach and mentor.

5. How many pets do you own as of now?
2. HL Milk and Booboo.
Or make it 4, I've got my Sheep/Monkey and Goatfish too.

6. Which do you prefer white or black?
Black, period.

7. Who is your most played character?
Zack, though I rather play Cloud, or Cissnei or Yuffie even. Well you get the idea. D;

8. Choose one or the other, not both:Being stuck on an island with a friend, or being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances?
Depends. Do I get to choose the 5 acquaintances? Since I do believe Charlotte Goh would drive me mad and vice versa if we got stuck on an island. D;

9. Name three aspects that tell who you are.
Lolita.
Deceitful.
Cynical.

10. If you could have a power what would it be?
Eh what did I tell XS I wanted, I FORGOT LOL.
I remember I said I didn't want invisibility.. Then what did I want! :o
OH I FOUND IT. LOL I'M SO STUPID.
I wanted to have the ability to take on anyone's identity.
I SHALL BE GEORGE W. BUSH FOR A DAY. :D
OR CHERRY CHEN!

11. Who was the last person you talked to?
Face to face: Mommy :D
MSN: YT.
SMS: Pengu-kun.
Phone: Vel.

12. Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
Daddy! :D
And he's overseas right now D;

13. Write down the first five words that pop into your head
Gah. FF >D. Laaalaaalaaalaaa. Variation. Genetics.

14. What's one thing you wish you could do better?
There's loads, you know.
I can't decide ._.
Gaming?

15. Do you like the way you are?
Sometimes yes, sometimes no.
I must change my mindset to Yes all the time. :D

16. Choose, summer or winter?
Winter. ;D I am a cold person.

17. Rain or snow?
Snow. :D It's so pretteh.

18. Water or ice?
Water. Ice is dangerous sometimes. D;
Of course Water is too, but .. :x
AHH I LIKE BOTH.

19. List two odd things about yourself.
1. I want to crossdress. Actually this depends on how you look at it. I don't find it odd at all.
2. I love reading. This is becoming an increasingly rare trait in youths nowadays. So many people find it odd that I love to read.

20. What are two of your bad habits.
1. Mugging only when the stress is extreme.
2. Falling in love with many outfits that cost too much. >_>
GAHHH I STILL WANT THE OTHER WALOLI OUTFIT!

21. What's 1 of your biggest pet peeve?
PPF-ers.

22. Now list 6 people who should do this quiz.
Ling.
XS.
Monkey.
Kelly.
Zee.
Anyone else who reads my blog.

Xbox 360 retarded vid (taken from XS, LOL) : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qNuRQmvykwk&eurl=http://www.xtra-xtra-small.blogspot.com/

2008-07-20T21:04:00.001+08:00

I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light
Walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the planes that aren’t there anymore
I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
Like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently before
You happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue: farewell
With your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room

Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Can you believe that the crew has gone and wouldn’t let me sign on?
All my islands have sunk in the deep, so I can hardly relax or even oversleep
I feel as if I were home some nights when we count all the ship lights
I guess I’ll never know why sparrows love the snow
We’ll turn off all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow

So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time

Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Time together is just never quite enough
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time

2008-07-20T18:46:00.003+08:00

"He loves you, but He's just not IN love with you."
Well I really wanted to say this to certain people, but I'm very sure that I'd get skewered and skinned alive if I really said it.
I really get pissed off and this is what I want to say, but still, I don't.
Gosh. Stop being so irritating about those matters, because I obviously have conflicting views with you.

Anyway, I'm trying to rewrite Nikki's essay. ;D
It was really good, because few essays have that much power in them. I would really want to make the language more fluent and improve the flow.
So that's what I'm doing now, and I hope I'll make it a real model essay. ;D

2008-07-20T16:36:00.003+08:00

I thought it's better to let you know.
That I'm better off on my own.

2008-07-20T16:22:00.002+08:00

I pray we do not make the same mistake we did a year ago.
With the reminders that are constantly sent to our door, I do not wish to relive the experience again.
Sell. And make a loss.
That's what I feel.
Don't sell. And make a loss.
That's what you feel.
These conflicting views aren't going to get us anywhere.
SO SELL IT OFF ALREADY.
CAUSE IT'S SO IRRITATING.
~~EVEN IF I DON'T WANT IT TO BE SOLD. DAMN IT.~~

2008-07-19T21:26:00.003+08:00

I got my measurements for Hunny-sempai's outfit already.
Already placed my custom-make order, even with USA-chan! :D
Oh man! I can't wait for EOY. ;D

MC today was really funny.
But the most random part was during the break where WK suddenly break-ed. o_o
It was really.. indescribable.

OKAY. HAHA.
OFF TO 'WISH'.

ANDAND,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARSIE. ;D

2008-07-18T22:41:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Monkey! :D
Though the pouch says This is a Monkey,
you are a Monk. :D
HAHAHA.

2008-07-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core.

LOVELESS

Act I:

Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take to the sky.
Ripples form on the water's surface
The wandering soul knows no rest.

Act II:

My Friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess.
Legend shall speak of sacrifice at worlds end.
The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly, but surely...

Act III:

As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction
The prisoner departs with his newfound love
And embarks on a new journey.

He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss
And the oath that he swore to his friends.

Though no oath is shared between the lovers,
In thier hearts they know they will meet again.

Act IV:

There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess.
Hero of the Dawn, Healer of Worlds.

Three friends go into battle
One is captured,
One flies away,
the one that is left becomes a hero.
If we were to enact it,
would I be the one to play the hero,
Or would You?
Indeed
After all, your glory should have been mine.

My Friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honour remains.
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess.

My Soul corrupted by vengeance,
Hath endures torment,
To find the end of the journey in my own salvation.
And Your eternal slumber.

Now what i want most...
is the 'Gift of the Goddess'...

Act V:

Dreams of the morrow hath shattered soul
Pride is Lost.
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh
Such is... the fate of a monster.

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
nothing shall forestall my return.
If this world seeks my destruction...
... It goes with Me

ACT:??? (Made by Genesis)

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
Nothing shall fortell my return
To become the dew that quenches the land,
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

Prologue:

When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end,
The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar,
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting...

2008-07-16T21:34:00.004+08:00

Ahhhh. Ever since then, I've been focusing more on my negative thoughts.
Maybe cause I don't want to go tomorrow.
It feels so awkward being with those people.
And it doesn't make it any easier when they all bunch together in their classes.
At least Pei Ting is in the same CC class as me.
Gabby will be happy. :D

I've seen a few familiar faces. They were all from EU.
But I don't really know them. And I very much prefer to be with my class.
The constant fear is of not knowing anyone.
It's like I'm wide in the open, susceptible to attack - mockery and pity.
This comfort zone thing? Yeah. I'm living in it.
What I'm experiencing right now is the process of building a wall around myself in the effort to make a comfort zone in a totally uncomfortable place.
Oh. My. God.
I see some people who're really nice, like Eleanor who reminds me of someone else. Actually, all those from Pei Ting's class are really nice people. (Referring to the girls)
But still, I just don't fit in with them.
It was a shitty idea to change CC.
What if I become like Laura Wingfield and I can't take the heat?

Here's what I'm thinking right now :
Screw it.
And if they want the positive thought :
I must. Cause I must improve.

I was damn pissed off today.
I don't understand why people can waste their time whining that they didn't do this or that, when they should spend their time doing this or that.
Well, what really ticked me off the most was that you kept giving yourself the excuse.
"I didn't know."
---
I can't stand the way you make lame excuses for yourself.
Seriously. I wanted to scream at you so badly just now.
FYI, I didn't believe a word of what you said.
This isn't the first time it's happened.
Each time you defend yourself, it's harder for me to control myself.
I wanted to slap you so much just now.
You're one of the few who make my blood boil and overflow.
Most of the time I just ignore, and joke around.
But when you make me mad, I really get mad.
It's no laughing matter any more.
I want to treat you as a friend.
But when you do that, I really just want to slap you.
When I'm pissed off, everything is irritating to me.
Especially you.

Ling's idea. :D
A little communist, but still nice. ;D
I love you, Ling! :D

As learnt from this week's lesson, 3 = Me.
So 8039 isn't 8039 without ME.
PRAISE MEH FOR IT IS MY IDEA.
Jk. ;x Haha.

And for Charlotte, if you happen to read my blog again,
I would love anything that you and Zach design together.
So please do! :D

2008-07-14T21:41:00.003+08:00

Well, screw that.
I wanted to cry just now.
I really don't want to go for CC with another class.
I want 8039. I really do.

It's pissing me off to hear someone rant while I'm feeling like I need to rant too.
Gosh.
I must step out of my comfort zone tomorrow. And I don't want to.
I want to be with my lovely class. And not with this unknown class that I'll spend 5 lessons with. Which constitutes 15 hours.
Which is 15 hours less from the time I have left with 8039.

I love 8039.
Never imagined they'd make such a great impact on me.

2008-07-14T19:25:00.001+08:00

LC tomorrow. D;
And CC as well.
Well damn, I'm not looking forward to CC at all cause I'm not with my class D;

I want to play Crisis Core D;

2008-07-13T19:20:00.003+08:00

Bloody hell.
I hate PPFers, AGAIN.

Are all people the same?
In the real world, no. But on PPF, the majority of the population is made up of shitasses.
Exactly what I'm trying to prove to you, this particular gullible, naive, easily-taken in forumer.
WHO said that we turn into tomboys?
So if 'everyone' said that people like you grow up and turn into gays, you would?
So if 'everyone' said that people like you had to go commit suicide, you would?
So if 'everyone' said that people like you are retards, you're a retard?

Just a kind note to you, we aren't the same.
We aren't communists, you know.
If you want to support communism so badly, please migrate to North Korea and never come back.
Who knows, you might be doing us a big favour.

While you're at it, you should learn how to type properly.
There's language for a reason, and you should not belittle the English language the way that you spout it.
As horrible as your language is, you have already adulterated the thread.
Disgusting.
I hope that you take a hint from the tone of my words, and don't even reply.
You're about as disgusting as that guy who laughed at the malformed baby cow.
I hope you don't regress into a condition as demented as his.
Although you're well on your way to that.

Your saving grace lies in a sincere 'sorry'.
But I can't tell whether it's sincere or not, and since we're stereotyping, why not I make a stereotype as well?
PPF-ers are not sincere creatures. Therefore your sorry will not be sincere, and hence, I will have no reason to forgive you.
Unless you want to receive more snide remarks, I suggest that you take your leave from the thread and leave us alone.

2008-07-13T16:34:00.003+08:00

Ahh, Ling didn't buy Strepsils for me ytd D;
So I bought Robitussin instead. And I just realised I got the wrong ones D;
I wanted the Honey-centered ones but instead I got Honey Lemon Tea. Dang!

Ah. Another 5 days for MC with 8039 again.
Makes me sad that I'm going for CC with another class instead of them. D;
I want to go for CC with 8039!

8039. We're all that and more. ;D

8039 at Empower U. ;D
But Jiahui and Rishi weren't there D;
Including a random Assist Jumana inside as well :o

2008-07-12T20:54:00.003+08:00

YAY :D
MC AGAIN TODAYYYYYYYYYYY.
AND DANIEL'S BACKKKKKKKK.
Watermelon and Gab were MIA today though D;

Didn't meet them at Delifrance in the morning cause was too lazy.
Anyway, went up to class and saw this random guy and Rishi.
I bet that guy went into the wrong class or smth o_o
HAHA!:D I love Doreen and Charlotte. Cause they sat with me saying that I look lonely. HAHA:D
But anyway we shifted to the other side of the room.
NAUGHTY CHARLOTTE KEEPS DOODLING ON MY BOOK D;
And Mel does not love Charlotte. Cause Zach does! :D
HAHAHA.
STOP LIVING IN DENIAL, ZACH.
I'M HELPING YOU BY GIVING YOU THE EXTRA PUSH ALRD. ;D
ATW ATW :D
Ling came late today, but she was in time for lunch ;D
We ate at the food court, with a vegetarian stall, and for once it was including Shaker and Doreen! :D
BUT DOREEN ONLY ATE FRUITS. BOO.
ANYWAY, AYBIN IS DAMN PRO AT FABRICATING STORIES ;D
She totally pwns @ deceiving people.
Aybin is Firdaus's sister.
And Ling is their cousin.
And YT is their mother's sister's daughter's daughter or something. LOL.
Firdaus was like HUH WHAT? O_O
So funny ;D
AND YX CAN RECOGNISE MEH! HAHA.
NO NEED TO KILL HIM:D
But anyway I need to kill Zach and XS now. Maybe Nicolette as well.
Srsly Nicolette, who hangs clothes at 2AM?
GAHHHHH.
The writing practice today was really funny.
I KNOW HE PURPOSELY SABO ONE LAH.
I wanted to go _|_ just now. D<
Thanks Zach, you suck. (:
XS also. Your god mode is pwned by my superior lameness. ;D
HAHAHA.

OKAY ANYWAY I REALLY WANT TO HAVE A CLASS SHIRT AND TO GO OUT FOR DINNER WITH THEM SOMEDAY. ;D
Maybe next week :D

ANYWAY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABBY :D

2008-07-11T22:03:00.002+08:00

Today was seriously fun ;D
Sad thing was that today's the last day of e-learning.
Come Monday, the Sec 2s and 3s are coming back to the school. D;
Ahhh. I want e-learning to continue.

Well today mass run was cancelled due to the rain.
And then we had 'aerobics' in the hall.
HAHA 4S2 GOT SABO-ED ;D
Kel and Zee looked really weird on stage.
KELLY PLEASE, DONT EVER DO THOSE MOVES AGAIN MAN.
YOU REALLY LOOK $%^&*(.
;x
I wanted to talk to Nad today about QZ's birthday but didn't manage to. D;
Dang.

Mrs Yip during Bio was really cute ;D
She was so frustrated with our noise level, she drew the noise level chart graph on the board.
And then she kept staring at us and noting the noise level.
At the last part she went jerkily, and then everyone starting laughing and clapping xD
So the noise level totally shot up.
MRS YIP IS SO CUTEEEEEEEE :D

Well Lit was nothing much, so yeah.
EL was just damn weird =.=
I hate Minjia D;
SABOTAGER D:
I will never feel that my writing is up to standard until I reach a novelist's/journalist's grasp of the English language.
Please be critical of my use of the language and guide me.
Do not try to placate me with patronising comments.
Help me achieve the standard I want, and I believe you are a true friend.

HAHA OH WELL.
SS WAS REALLY WEIRD.
MR SIOW IS FUNNY. ;D
"I know you all got a 101 questions to ask me, just that you don't want to ask. Nevermind. When your exams get closer, you'll get scared. And then when you get scared, I'll laugh at you! HAHAHAAHAHA."
OMG LOL SO LAME LAH.

Anyway Zach was super lame today.
I didn't check my phone.
But he smsed me saying that he saw me go past the Napier Road bus stop. -_-
LAMEEEEEEEEEE AND RANDOMMMMMMMMMMMM.
* Okay this is even more lame cause he purposely got my number from Ling =.=

HAHA.
TODAY IS DAMN FUN. ;D

2008-07-10T18:36:00.002+08:00

AHH TODAY WAS DAMN FUN. ;D
Started off with EL Summary Writing, which was not fun.
But then during EL period, we had our skit performances. ;D
ZOMG SO FUNNY.
I WANT TO SEE THE VIDEOS AND PICTURES SOON.

Anyway, after that, Chinese was fun.
LC is damn fun to do. ;D
ANDANDAND, Mrs Yip was so cute today. ;D
She was drawing the Mutation and Variation thing, and from the :) face it became >:) (antennas) and :c.
The sad face was seriously very cute.
I think Sophie took a picture.
But I didn't cause the board was cleaned almost straight after her lesson. D;
Then Chem today was weird cause of Charlotte.
She kept laughing beside me.
AND THEN OF ALL THINGS MS AZILAH THOUGHT I WASNT LISTENING ALSO D;
SEE LAH CHARLOTTE. YOUR FAULT D;
DRAG ME IN FOR NOTHING.
BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

2008-07-09T22:26:00.002+08:00

We both know this castle's made of sand.

Thanks for never ever using your brain.
I really really love how you take all the credit from me.
Seriously, you piss me off.
I don't understand why I'm the one who's doing all the work and you just take ALL the credit and more.
What cheek you have to boast about it!
And to tell me that you're not satisfied with what I've thought of?
Then you should think by yourself.
You spoiled my manga today.
I was planning to have a great time reading and you spoiled it.
#$%^&.

2008-07-09T17:17:00.003+08:00

Love is made of treading water and hearts of clay.

I really really want to go for MC now :x
8039 is seriously the love.
The daily mass convos are really hilarious.

Anyway I screwed up SS Mock today.
HOW DO YOU ANSWER THE QN LAH.
The first SBQ already stumped me like crap can.
1a) Why do you think the North Korean Defence Chief would make such a speech?
Is that an inference question? o_o"
I really hope I can get marks for C+C, or else all die. D;
And there's amath test tmr. D;
Gosh.
Integration + Differentiation of Trigo and Exponential functions will kill me.

And, sorry Charlotte. D;
I don't know why sometimes I have mood swings in class.
One minute I can feel really irritable, and the next I'll feel sad, and then angry and then happy, and then.. you get the idea. D;
I forgot what I was frustrated about, but thanks for being concerned.
If I snap at you, I don't mean it at all.
Thanks for being 'THE WOMAN WHO SITS NEXT TO ME IN CLASS'.
Haha. ;D
CABBAGE PATCH, COW FARM, VINEYARD! :D

2008-07-08T20:30:00.003+08:00

Damn it. I miss you.

When other people get credit for what you've done, don't you get pissed off?

I miss how you always know what to say.

When people throw you aside, don't you feel frustrated and sad?

I miss the time you always spend with me.

When you realise why these people do such things, you realise that you must change yourself before they change.

I really miss you. And I'm sorry for all I've done.
You're a miracle worker in my life, and I seriously can't go on without you.
Your silence is more deafening then anything else.
Your nagging and petty arguments are really little bits of goodness that help me carry on.
Your unassuming behaviour and want to understand supports me when I need it the most.

What can I say?
I need you a lot.
And you've become the wall that supports me.
Without you, I crumble.

You are living proof of how friends constitute a huge part of our lives.

2008-07-07T22:48:00.002+08:00

I think I'm super irritable today.
I'm currently feeling pissed off with someone.
Why don't you practice what you preach?
Since you could tell me that if it was someone else's, they should use it, not other people.
THEN WHY YOU KEEP ASKING TO BORROW FROM ME AH.
HOW CONTRADICTING.
^&*().
You've really pissed me off a lot of times in the past 3 days.
I don't know why you can't take a hint when I DON'T want to talk to anyone.

Don't act like I'm the reason you're being so cold.
I'm not the reason why everything's going wrong for you.
Thanks a lot.
You really piss me off a lot more than I let on.

2008-07-07T19:17:00.002+08:00

Seriously, most PPFers disgust me now.
I don't understand.
Why must you specifically come to the thread and say that it stinks?
If you have no pride at all in your unit, please, stfu and gtfo.
To even see you type that you're from NPCC, I was put off when you said 'and i think it stinks x-x'.
Well, with people like you, I must admit, it can't be much fun, can it?
If you have this kind of mindset towards anything, it's sure as hell guaranteed that everything that you try will 'stink'.
I want you to treat these two options very seriously.
1. If you mention that you're from NPCC, don't degrade it.
2. Disregard the fact that you're stuck with this cca, and find some other cca that suits your whims more.

And this is the other side to the forumers.
@cheerieghost:
cheerie! I respect you a super lot for being so nice to that guy.
But I still feel agitated on that fact that he wants to come to the 'little thread' and "boast" about how he hates his cca.
Thanks for being the voice of reason anyway. c:

2008-07-07T09:08:00.004+08:00

Okay ytd was damn ghey.
Or rather early today morning was damn ghey.
In a convo with YT, XS(he's like the opp of XL), YX Bear and Nic, our brains all sot by the time we got to 1am.
YT and I kept stoning. And they thought that I emo a lot ._.
SOMEONE SLIT WITH MEH AND SEE HOW MUCH I EMO.
HAHAHAHA.
Actually all of them were really hilarious.
I HAD NO IDEA PEOPLE WASHED AND HANGED THEIR CLOTHES TO DRY SO EARLY.
BUT ~~NICOLAS~~ NICOLE DID IT.
And Bear was damn cute luh, he kept getting tricked. Esp by YT and her 'I love Shaker' act. ;D

Really, everyone's crazy on msn.
And if we add the whole class in, it's going to be even more crazy and even more hilarious.
No doubt none of us will be able to read anything, but yeah ;D

2008-07-07T01:01:00.002+08:00

It was nice to talk to Lion again.
Someone I could talk eye to eye with.
Maturity level plays a huge part in conversation.
And I really appreciate your maturity level in talking to me.

2008-07-06T10:21:00.003+08:00

I just got my Sweet Waloli set ytd.
I tried on two others, one punk and one aristocratic.
But the aristocratic one doesn't fit me cause I look too young to wear silk like that ._.
The punk one was actually cutting into my neck cause the zip just happened to be there.
Look out for pictures of it after S2 Learning Fest, so that I don't ruin the surprise.
And look out for myself as a Waloli, YT as Kadaj, Sihui(maybe), Zee in a yukata, Marie, Lisa and Ayesha(dress styles unclear).
Chantik's coming on that day aft her Hindi class.
Me and YT are uber psyched for that.

After MC ytd, I just realised the standard of spelling for 8039 is damn bad. LOL.
Our highest was like, 8/10. ._.
And then Shaker got 7/10.
PAISEH LEH I KEEP FORGETTING HIS NAME. BUT FINALLY I REMB OK ;x
It was also Watermelon's birthday ytd, so the guys gave him a tau pok in the lift.
Kind of dumb, esp since all the girls were right there too -_-
We just ignored them anyway. But quote of the day was: THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING, HAHAHAH.
I don't know which guy said that, but YEAH LOL.
We wanted to eat as a class, but Doreen didn't come down with us.
And Shaker ran away. ._.
Okay not really ran, he just walked damn fast and no one really noticed cause we were deciding where to eat.
But the security guard was very bu shuang with us cause all the girls had a group hug and then the guys tried it too and then we got very noisy. ._.
Finally walked all the way to KFC.
We wanted to get a family meal, LOL.
But didn't get it in the end.
Yun Ting and Aybin shared a buddy meal though. xD
Gabriel and Firdaus were damn nice luh ;D
THEY CHASED AWAY WATERMELON WHEN HE TRIED TO TAKE YUN TING'S PLACE. HAHA.
I bet everyone missed Daniel ytd.
I hope he's feeling better now, and that he'll come back next week.

2008-07-03T21:58:00.003+08:00

FOR CRYING OUT LOUD, SOMEONE SHOW MEH THE NP NOTICEBOARD.

PLEASE TELL ME I PASSED MY SSGT PROMO AND SLAP ME SO THAT I'M SURE THAT I'M NOT ASLEEP. ;D
I NEED TO KNOW WHETHER I PASSED OR NOT!
ZOMG CHARLOTTE GOH, YOU'RE COMING WITH ME TO SEE THE NOTICEBOARD TOMORROW. xD
1st class, maybe not. BUT SSGT!

Yun Ting added me ytd.
Kind of random luh, but I think she got my msn from Watermelon or Zachary.
I didn't realise it was her, LOL.
I THOUGHT IT WAS LINGLING. :x
REMINDS ME THAT SHE HASNT ADDED ME FOR A WEEK. LOL.
Actually this is a great example of what EU does.
I really got to know more about Yun Ting during EU.
Since she's usually closer to Yu Xin, I don't talk to her much.
But during EU, she was a great Cats vice capt.
I miss EU. Especially ~~MELISSA~~ David! :D
I KNOW MY SHIRT V COOL CAN. ;D
She was damn cute luh. She asked whether she could scream, and when she did, it was freaking loud and high pitched x_x
After that she went around looking for people to hug.
Zomg I miss the assist team a lot.
Esp the buff guys, like NIGEL. HAHA. :D

2 MORE DAYS TO MC&WALOLI.

2008-07-02T17:46:00.002+08:00

I stole this from Zee.
Regardless of whether her tag referred to me or not.
Tamaki shall wait.

LAYER 1: THE OUTSIDE
Name: MELISSA
D.O.B.: 1/11/92, that's All Saints Day, mind you.
Current status: Doing this. & waiting to see Tamaki. LOL.
Eye-colour: Dark brown.
Hair-colour: Black, a little brown due to swimming. Soon to have orange/platinum streaks for cosplaying ;D
Right or left: RIGHT. YAY. :D

LAYER 2: THE INSIDE
My Heritage: I am a Chinese. And I cannot speak Chinese well. wo de hua yu hen cha.
Fears: Public speaking, that S-san never comes back(EVEN THOUGH I HATE YOU D:), O levels, insects.
My Weaknesses: Chocolate. Bishies. Wonderful crossdressers (esp those who try to be females.)
My perfect pizza: Chicken Supreme from Pizza Hut or Pepperoni from Canadian 241. ;D Either way, load it with cheese and both pwn.

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW...
My Thoughts First Waking Up: Damn it, what's the first period today?
My Bedtime: 11.30. :D
My Most Missed Memory: My Sec 2 FYEs when I was in the company of many great friends like Depu, Nessa, Bakar, Lion, etc.

LAYER 4: MY PICK
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi. Though I don't drink either.
McDonald’s or Burger King: BK ANYTIME. ;D
Single or Group Dates: Eh I don't know. Should I say Group Dates? o.o
Adidas or Nike: NIKE. ;D
Tea or Nestea: Depends on the kind of tea. But mostly, TEA > NESTEA.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate, anytime. Miss Kelly Koh, Chocolate pwns Vanilla. ;D
Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither. I hate both. I am a tea person.

LAYER 5: DO YOU...
Smoke: No. It's not cool. It's just disgusting.
Curse: OH YES I DO, DAMN, I JUST DID.
Take Showers: Well, yes. ;D
Have a Crush: TAMAKI. LOL. AND JUN.
Think You’ve Been In Love: I think I haven't emotionally developed to the extent that I know what Love really means. So, for now, no. ;D
Go To School: YES. IT'S USUALLY THE BANE OF MY EXISTENCE.
Want To Get Married: Maybe, maybe not?
Believe In Yourself: Sometimes ;D
Think You're A Health Freak: NOOOOOOOO. NEVAAAAAAAAR.

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST, HAVE YOU...
Drunk Alcohol: Wine counted? ;D Oh wait, yes, according to organic chem, (rants about alcohols)
Gone To The Mall: Yes, duh. You don't really think I'm THAT lifeless, do you?
Been Onstage: Of course. I was behind the heart during share-a-thought. LOL.
Eaten Sushi: Yes. ;D
Dyed Your Hair: Yes. But washed it off anyway.

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER…
Played A Stripping Game: UH RIGHT. D: I won't do that.
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: All the time. Doesn't everyone do that?

LAYER 8: AGE YOU’RE HOPING…
To Get Married: I'm not sure if I want to be married. But if I do, then I sure as hell want to get married before I turn 35.

LAYER 9: IN A GUY, WHAT ARE YOUR PREFERENCES?
Best Eye Colour: Brown.
Best Hair Colour: Brown/Black.
Short Hair or Long Hair: Short hair. Unless you want to be a bishie, then go ahead and keep long hair.

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A Minute Ago: Answering another question.
An Hour Ago: On the bus back home after killing myself with oral.
4.5 Hours Ago: In the hall, waiting for my execution.
A Month Ago: Not having tuition and going out for once. ;D
A Year Ago: Honestly, I have no idea. Maybe rushing homework?

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCES…
I love: ~~chocobos~~ EU.
I feel: like I really miss EU.
I hate: being sad.
I hide: my favourite stuff.
I miss: EU. And Booboo.
I need: to cosplay and beat Watermelon up.

LAYER 12: TAG PEOPLE
Sihui teh Reject Sheep, Monkey, Charlotte, Manman. ;D
Whoever reads this.

2008-07-02T17:34:00.002+08:00

Okay I screwed up my O lvl oral.
I must do my best for LC and written, that's if the first one wasn't done well.

I WANT TO RIP HIS HEAD OUT SRSLY.
HOW CAN HE SAY COSPLAYERS ARE WEIRD D:
EH ZOMG WHY YOU ASK ME WHETHER I MODEL THEN SAY I WEIRD WHEN I COSPLAY.
GO DIE CAN D:

Talking to Michelle and Sumaiya today was damn funny.
I KNOW MICHELLE HAS LIKE, 5 BOYFRIENDS AT ONE TIME.
A
B
C harlie
D arren
E dward
I didn't catch the names of the first two. HAHA.
LIKE SUMAIYA SAID, I BET SHE DATES ONE OF THEM FOR EACH DAY OF THE WEEK.
MONDAY - A
TUESDAY - B
WEDNESDAY - C
THURSDAY - D
FRIDAY - E

I really really really really really really want HT stuff.
They're damn pretty luh.
I didn't know that Hayley wore TWLOHA clothes.
And really, I want to support TWLOHA ;D

I wonder if the sec 3s were serious about the chalet.
Lol. ;D If they are, then I really don't mind.
Anyway, MUST AIM ZHUANG HUA.
SO ZHUANG HUA, YOU BETTER WATCH OUT. ;D
OUR BELOVED MERLION SCHOOL PRINCIPAL.

HAHA OKAY I THINK I'M DAMN HIGH SINCE THE 5 MINUTES OF HELL IS OVER.
MUST GO SEE TAMAKI IN ALL HIS CUTENESS.
OURAN! :D

2008-07-01T20:00:00.004+08:00

I THINK I'M DAMN WEIRD.
WHEN I SAY I WANT TO DO HOMEWORK, I NEVER DO IT.
WHEN I SAY I'M GOING TO PLAY, I END UP DOING HOMEWORK FIRST.

OH WELL.

WATERMELON IS BEING GHEY D<
I seriously didn't know that he liked manga.
BUT STILL I'M NOT GOING TO TALK TO HIM ABOUT MANGA. HAHAHA.
AND I'M STILL NOT TELLING YOU HER MSN.
YOU DAMN PERVERT SIOL.
DURING EXCHANGE WHY GO STARE AT GIRLS.
WS, you're srsly like QY. Both ACBC. Both of you cmi one can ;D

I must ask the girls for their msn. ;D
So far I only have Charlotte's.

EH ZOMG NO.
MUST ASK THE MSG FOR HIS MSN.
LMAO LTR HE TALK GEOG WITH ME SIOL. PWNT.
Shaker dude. xD

EH OKAY THIS IS DAMN RANDOM.
WHO WANTS TO LEARN BREAKDANCE WITH MEH. LOL.
IN DEC HOLS KAY ;D
OR IF YOU WANT TO INTRO A TEACHER FOR BREAKDANCE OR SKATEBOARDING PLS TAG. ;D
Skateboarding is not my thing, but tv's into it, LOL.
And srsly, thanks to tv, I'm really really going to be in huge trouble when my dad gets back home.
I just got totally crazy over HT.
And I love so many of the clothes.
I had to run through my cart 15 times to get rid of all those that I-like-but-still- won't-wear-much.

I really want to ask MC people to come along for S2 Learning Fest.
But that's mean, cause they all have MC on sat.
:/
Oh well, at least I'll have Ling Ling during makeup. ;D

2008-07-01T19:51:00.002+08:00

I WANT SOMEONE TO ACCOMPANY ME TO TAKA THIS FRIDAY. ;D
PLEASE TAG IF YOU ARE FREE TO DO THAT.
AND IF YOU WANT TO GO LOOK FOR OUTFITS THIS WEEK OR NEXT WEEK, LEAVE A TAG AS WELL ;D

If anyone knows where to get cheap Cloud costumes, tell me kay.
And also, if anyone knows where to get a chocobo costume, please call me, sms me, tag me, whatever. I JUST WANT TO KNOW ;D
CHOCOBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ xD

TO CRESCENTIANS (including Alumni):
IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN COSPLAYING, PLEASE LEAVE A TAG ;D
WE MUST HAVE MORE COSPLAYERS DURING LEARNING FEST SO WE CAN HAVE OUR OWN ROOM.
We just can't have Lolitas & Visual Kei.
With the exception of waloli.
WHY MUST THEY DISCRIMINATE D<
LOLITA IS A FASHION MOVEMENT FROM JAPAN WHICH IS ALSO HEAVILY INFLUENCED BY ASIAN CULTURE.
IF NOT, WHY DO WE SEE THE FAMOUS NOVEL BY NOVALA TAKEMOTO - KAMIKAZE GIRLS?
D:
THEY SHOULD LEARN TO RESPECT LOLITA AS A FASHION AND ALLOW IT.
ZOMG D:

2008-07-01T17:30:00.003+08:00

Okay I was srsly damn sad when EU was over.
I still really really want to go.
Shall be a revisit and dance my head off. :D

I get mildly agitated when they ask me about it. I hate it when they do that. Why do they even have to do it in the first place?
To Sachiko and Roiko, (and duh those aren't your real names), I think that if you keep asking me, all the more you won't get anywhere. To get anywhere is to use your own strength and means to get there. Please don't do this to me any more.
Take a hint, you two. I've kept this opinion to myself to prevent myself from losing you two friends, but if you keep doing this, I don't see why I need friends like this. It's not as if I can't live without you two as my friends, cause I really can.
I highly doubt that you possess the proper respect to even do such a thing, so all the more, why should I help?

I just get ~~pissed off~~ PEEVED when monkey talks about PPF-ers.
Geez. Screw them.
This is generalising, but I feel that those people who patronize the Backyard have nothing better to do.
Instead of crapping there about your crappy life, maybe you should invest that time into un-crapping your life.
I cannot get along with them. Never will try to. I will not be the forumer that I used to be, because I was a horribly disgusting forumer. Perhaps not so different from them now.
NAH. THEY'RE MUCH WORSE ANYTIME.
Reading back on my old posts, I really found that I disgust myself now. :/
To be a forumer, you must have respect for other people and all. I feel that many of the forumers nowadays DON'T HAVE THAT RESPECT.
I really really wish that we didn't move to PPF, I really miss ASF instead.
Along with my guide, which is probably gone anyway. Esp. since I didn't save it at all.
I miss all the kind ASF people, and I detest the rude and vulgar PPF people.
Monkey, I hope that you won't ever tell me about those PPF people anymore. I dislike them, yes. I try to sever all contact with them, except for those in the CGS thread and in the NPCC thread. Other than that, I find them absolutely repulsive.
So don't ever mention them to me ever again. I have no interest in knowing about them because (insert phrase of choice here). Thanks.

I'm really psyched about Saturday.
MC fourth lesson ;D
And after that, waloli, babeh! ;D
But first of all, I must do my best during MTL Oral.
Thank you Mavis for being such a supportive shifu. :D
I know listening to me speak Chinese sounds damn weird, and now I'm currently scared of you cause you will make me talk about random topics.
LIKE OIL PRICES LOL. xD
Thank you anyway. :D

In life, we must have gratitude to others.
And I am grateful because I am not one of those PPFers.
I am grateful for many other things, but for now, I am most grateful for being able to go to MC and having the support of many friends. Thank you to those who think they deserve the thanks.

And there's one last person I must say this to.
Xian, I'm very sorry for what I said. I really take it back, what do you want me to do, seriously?
You're one friend that I don't want to lose.
Please talk to me again. I could really use your advice and guidance once again.

2008-06-28T23:16:00.003+08:00

EMPOWER U HAS EMPOWERED ME. ;D
ZOMG. I LOVE S4L8039 EVEN MORE.

CHARLOTTE, DOREEN, YUN TING, YI XUN, AYBIN.
They're all great people. :D
Not to mention the guys, but, yeah.
I'm sure we all saw Gabriel, Watermelon and The MSG today esp.
ROFL. MSG.
EXHILARATED! LOL. ;x

We've got Brent & Tucky, or Taki, however his name is spelt ;x
Tucky's damn hot lah. ;D
AND ZOMG I HUGGED HIM TODAY.
TOO BAD HE'S MARRIED.
;x
JK LAH. LOL. ;x

Dancing is the single miracle in our lives.
And I have certainly never danced this much before.
Thank you, Brent, Tucky & the Assist Team.
That hour of dancing that we had today?
It was freaking tiring, yes.
But I loved it.
I really did love it.
Even after we got all tired and sweaty, everyone kept on dancing.
It was electric.
When one person gets tired, other peoples' energy gets infused right back into them.
And they get up and continue dancing.
How great is that?

200-odd people.
That's a huge challenge, but really, once everyone gets going, everything is..
It's.. too much to explain in words.
You just have to be there, and feel it.
Those who breakdanced today were damn good can ;D

Getting into state was really, darn impt.
Esp when we did the finger lift thing.
At least my row managed to get 2 people up tgt. ;D
But we couldn't do 3, even though us girls sacrificed ourselves to be lifted.
LOL ;x

1,2,3,yes!
1,2,3,yes!
1,2,3,yes!
:D

Thank you, EU.
I simply loved today.
I'm looking forward to tomorrow.
I certainly didn't waste my weekend.
So see you tomorrow.

2008-06-25T22:52:00.000+08:00

I said I'm sorry.
Gosh, what more do you want me to say?
I take back what I said.
I got too carried away just now.
And fine, I really thought that you would be able to take a joke.

SORRY CAN.

2008-06-24T20:35:00.000+08:00

LIKE OMG, HOMEWORK IS KILLING ME.
SO TELL ME, WHY AM I STILL HERE?

TRUTHFULLY, I DONT KNOW.
I JUST KNOW I NEED SOMEONE TO HELP ME DO LIT.
TYVM :D

2008-06-22T22:47:00.002+08:00

Goodbye Holidays, I miss you already.
GOD DAMN IT WHY IS THERE SCHOOL TOMORROW.
CAN'T THEY EXTEND OUR HOLIDAYS FOR A FEW MORE WEEKS.

Goodbye to AK.
It was nice knowing you. And I won't see you again.
I hate you for breaking your promise.
I hate you for making me wait for what, 1 hour?
But well, goodbye.
I don't want to see you again.

Hello to QY.
You made my day on Friday. Even when I was really just.. down.
Well then, thank you for what you did.
Your horoscope was right about you, you're kind.
And thanks for making me laugh while reading my horoscope.
~~YEAH YEAH I'M A GREAT KISSER AND I'M REALLY PASSIONATE. ROFLMAO.~~
It was too much of a coincidence meeting you.
But you always dao me on msn.
Oh well. In exchange for bullying me with BU today, I'll pwn your ass with DB next time.
Thanks again! ;D

2008-06-20T22:33:00.003+08:00

Thks alot, S-san.
You made my day the bestest ever.
LIKE HELL.
PLS GO SLAP YOURSELF AND APOLOGISE FIRST CAN.

Zz. I had to go for MC makeup all the way in Toa Payoh.
I left my t/b, keys and lozenges at home.
So when I reached the gate I had to run back home to get them.
Turns out I was still the earliest ._.
The counter girls were like: Er what time is your session? 4? I.. er.. I think you can go in.
We had a nice teacher today.
And yeah, like Charlotte said, she's so freaking slim for someone who has a nine-month old baby x_x
Learnt a lot about AEP in schools from Charlotte and Zachary.
And coincidentally, all three, correction, even our teacher, are UG people.
She's from NP also. ZOMG A HI @_@
I WAS LIKE ZOMG D: SO SCARY.
Charlotte's from GB and he's from NCC.
Pwnt. Didn't even expect everyone to be from UG.
We spent a lot of our time learning about each other.
I think I prefer the makeup sessions. ;x
Quite a lot of NC cadets want to be pilots next time huh?
Fighter pilots?
Anyway, enjoyed today's session. Yay.

Dad came back today.
He got Taiko no Tatsujin + FFVII for me.
Thanks thanks thanks! :D

Why are things always this way?
When something is going great, it just keeps coming.
And then when something goes wrong, everything just goes wrong at the same time.

I MISS YOU GOD DAMN IT.
I'M CONTENT BALANCING ON A RAIL OF PAIN FOR JUST A PAIL OF RAIN IF IT'S FOR YOU.
GOD DAMN.
GOD DAMN.
GOD DAMN.
GOD DAMN.
GOD DAMN.
GOD DAMN.
This is why I have no blind faith in God.
Why do you do such things to your creations that revere you so much?
I see that each person is his own God.
I cannot force someone to do something against their will.
And this is why I must suffer now.
Damn you. I had higher expectations.

2008-06-19T21:22:00.002+08:00

Oh my gosh.
In less than 24 hours..
I'm so excited. ;D

IT'S ONLY 1 FREAKING DAY LEFT.

I love Sihui. You pro chainer.
Thks for helping me earn 200k+ today.
Even though you made me lose like what, 50k also LOL.
Spiky ponytail. ;D

Then we'll stay for a weekend,
and we'll be gone without a trace.
Make it seem like you want it.
Just for tonight.
And we'll make it.
SO COOL LUH THE BAND'S NAME IS One Night Only.

We're so going to make it.
Tomorrow's our day.
Whether or not my best friend comes, LOL.
Sihui & Monkey shld know who/what that refers to ;x

AND THANKS MONKEY FOR THE SONG.
FINALLY I GET IT ;D

2008-06-19T10:41:00.002+08:00

Kay I was bored.
http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html
Take it.
And don't cheat.

Very true actually.
BUT I CANT ACCEPT THAT I PLACE PRIDE LOWEST!
AND THAT I HAVE A BLUE LIFE ._.
BUTBUTBUT, I got S-san in the correct place! LMAO.
AND I GOT HL AS MY TWIN SOUL. WTF ;D

2008-06-19T10:07:00.003+08:00

1 more day.
ZOMG LUH I REALLY GOT NO LIFE.
SINCE MANMAN SAY SHE CANT GO OUT TMR TO FAR EAST.
D;

I CANT SEEM TO CHIONG HW TODAY.
ZZZ ONLY EL HALF FINISHED.
E&AMATHS IS LIKE @___@
CAN WE PLEASE LIKE, EXTEND THE SCHOOL HOLIDAYS D<

I shall dress lolita for now ._.
Must try out the new stockings ;x
Maybe upload the pictures.

ANYONE WANT GO SHOPPING FOR COSPLAY ITEMS PLS TELL ME.
I'M LOOKING FOR A CORSET/VEST-LIKE OR KIMONO-LIKE OUTFIT, THANKS ;D
ALSO ANYONE WHO WANTS TO BUY STOCKINGS/GLOVES/SKINNY TIES PLS TELL ME TOO.

One Point Star is also a nice band ;D
I just realised that my iTunes is dominated by Punk/ Punk Rock/ Rock/ Alternative music ._.
And some Gothic Rock from YT.
Get into the mood for Punk Loli ;x
LMAO.

2008-06-19T08:47:00.002+08:00

Stolen from Sihui again. ._.

1. Booboo.
2. S-san.
3. Choc. ;D
4. TV.
5. Manman! ;D
6. Mari/ Kurau ;D
7. Tik-chan ;x
8. Mars.
9. Tab.
10. Kel.
11. Monkey ;D
12. SIHUI/ GOATFISH D:
13. Nad.
14. YT.
15. AH GONG PW ;D
16. Zhi Jun! ;D
17. Mobyyyyyyyyy/ Scribbles ;D
18. My cute Kyou-chan who's addicted to playing prvt servers ._.
19. Hazzie.
20. Zee.

1. How did you meet 14?
YT - Because of the choir girls. Then we went to watch a HP movie tgt. ;D

2. What would you do if you met 1?
Booboo - Hug Booboo ;D

3. What if 9 and 20 dated?
Tab & Zee - That is .. Never going to happen. It's the single most wrongest thing I have ever thought of.

4. Will 6 and 17 date?
Mari & Moby - ZOMG NEVER. LOL.

5. Have you ever dated no. 4?
TV - No. -_- Never planning to.

6. Would you ever date 1?
Booboo - OH YES. ;D

7. Is 19 single?
Hazzie - YES, NO, MAYBE! xD

8. What is 10's last name?
Kelly - Tch easy. Koh. She should be _____. ;x

9. Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
Monkey - WTF NO. THIS IS JUST WRONG.

10. What is 3's school?
Choc - Same as me ;D

11. Where does 6 live?
Mari/Kurau - Erm, I know she said this before x_x Was it Pasir Ris? LOL. PS MARI I FORGOT LUH.

12. What's your favourite thing about 5?
Manman - I dunno ;x Maybe that she wants to cosplay too?

13. Have you ever seen 2 naked?
S-san - EW NO. NEVER WANT TO.

14. If you could give 8 a gift, what would it be?
Mars - OH MARS. TAB AND I HAVE LOTS OF GIFTS FOR YOU ;D BUT THE ULTIMATE ONE IS DKTS/RPSB.

Any 1 person to tag:
Monkey. ;x

2008-06-19T08:35:00.002+08:00

Decided to do sihui's meme. ;x

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW STUPID IT SOUNDS.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Up Against The Wall - Boys Like Girls
WHATTHEHELL ._. How does that have any relation.

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Rockstar - Nickelback
And we all just want to be rockstars~ ;D

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GIRL/GUY?
The Best You Never Had - Leona Lewis
What the? D:

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Lost In The Plot - The Dears
ZOMG NOOOOO. D:

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Angel - Leona Lewis
WTF. LOL.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
This Is The Life - Amy McDonald
LOL. xD
So I'm fun to be with luh ;x

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Pumpkin Soup - Kate Nash
THAT MAKES NO SENSE AT ALL. HAHAHAHA.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Broken Wings - Alterbridge
I don't know why this song reminds me of Cabal. ;x
But yeah. HAHA.

WHAT IS 2+2?
Little Love Song - Daphne
So cute ;D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST MATE?
The Piano Knows Something I Don't Know - Panic! At The Disco
LOL. Overly Paranoid?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Wow - Kylie Minogue
Oh this is a sensible one!
Like WOW. ;D

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Thunder - Boys Like Girls
EH. WHAT -_-

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Pictures Of You - The Last Goodnight
EH NO WAY. D:
I DON'T WANT TO HAVE PICTURES OF AN EX ALL OVER MY WALL. LOL.
I DONT WANT TO BE REMINDED WHAT WE USED TO BE OR WHAT WE COULD HAVE BEEN. D:

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
The Carpal Tunnel Of Love - FOB
......................

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
All Fall Down - OneRepublic
EH. ._.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Uninvited - Freemasons ft. Balley Tzuke
OKAY LMAO THIS IS THE FUNNIEST EVER.

WHAT WAS YOUR INTEREST AND HOBBIES?
For A Pessimist I'm Pretty Optimistic - Paramore
Ooh. ;D Btw Hayley's so damn cute.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
With Me - Sum 41
REALLY? LOL. ;D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Don't Touch (The Zoom Song) - Ashley Tisdale
ROFLMAO. I SHOULD'VE GOTTEN PUMPKIN SOUP FOR THIS.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Thks Fr Th Mmrs - FOB
LMAO. ;x

2008-06-18T11:23:00.002+08:00

By a stroke of luck I found this band.
I love this song a lot. ;D
It's seriously damn good.
Especially if you like Punk Rock Revival.

Lyrics ;D
"All There Is"

This song goes out
to all the hopeless sinners,
with grave allegiances,
so meaningless and vain,

The walking wounded in a pagent of contenders
Who balance on a rail of pain for just a pail of rain

And everything is barely mist, blood relations and bricks
my expression, my confession, add it up, extract a lesson, more than this,
once again, like a bullet as a friend, tell me: can that be all there is?

In my rectory of doubt, I kneel to pray like one devout,
As time the great gray dreamless sleep of a useless modern god
erodes away each storied day as wretched Adams with hell to pay
Content upon a rail of pain for just a little rain.

And everything is dearly missed, blood relations and bricks
my expression, my confession, add it up, extract a lesson, more than this,
once again, like a bullet as a friend, tell me: can that be all there is?

There’s an endless disposition,
and it doesn’t mean a goddamn thing—
there’s space for a paper-airplane race in the eye of a hurricane.

And if pigs could fly, then surely so could I,
but this pedestrian knows better than to even try,
and my divinity is caught between the colors of a butterfly.

And everything is dearly missed, blood relations and bricks
my expression, my confession, add it up, extract duress and more than this,
once again, like a bullet as a friend, tell me: can that be all there is?
All there is?

Aren't the lyrics just pretty ;D
I love love love love them. ;D

And much thanks to Xian. ;D
I love Sum 41 - With Me too. ;D
I bet TV will be happy that I'm listening to them too.

2008-06-18T10:32:00.003+08:00

Kay. I'm waiting for the upload to finish.
But I'm warning you this will be a long post.
It only covers the first three days up till the farm though. ;x

12/6/08 - Arrival In Perth, King's Park.

Let silent contemplation be your offering.
Deep. :o
I think this is the flame that never burns out or something.
Wasn't paying attention ;x

Remember us. ;D
The four shadows.
AND KELLY STILL LOOKS THE SHORTEST CAN ;D
Lest we forget that she IS the shortest. xD

Pretty pretty view of Perth from King's Park.

:o!
What did Hazzie and Zee do to get them locked in jail?! D:
Roflmao. ;x

I seem to like bench shots.
The woman on my right is just an extra ;D
Benches are my loveee ;D

Look at that thingy above the tree.
It's a bird sitting there ;D
I thought it looked cute luh. HAHA.

READ THE 'HIRE A PAVILION' THING.
Kim and Vivien should have hired one for their Wedding. LMAO.

EH EH. DONT READ WRONGLY CAN.
IT'S BoAbs. ;D

Tilt your head.
I'm lazy to rotate it ;x
The climax of the water feature.
The biggest spout. ;D

Can you see the statuette of a mother?
Can't be a guy lah, definitely.
Cause of some feature ;D
This was a memorial for the women during the war anyway.

Just HAD to sneak this in. ;D
JUMP SHOT! xD

13/6/08 - [FREMANTLE] Nature Center (or something), Monument Hill, Chocolate Factory!, Weekend Market!, UG Exchange with GG @ Samson Pri Sch, Campfire with GGs.

I think that's the Rose Jejunum plant.
Keeps mosquitoes away. ;D

THE WORM FARM. @_@
The worms eat the organic matter.
And then whatever's left over can be used as fertiliser.

Butterfly ;D
So pretty. (I hope you can spot it. Pretty obvious though.)

WHAT A CUTE YELLOW SUBMARINE. ;D
I want to ride in it.

Look at what the women are wearing.
Supposedly Breast Cancer Awareness Day.
V cool. ;D
Too bad Singapore doesn't have something like this.
I think Kelly has a better picture of this.

CRYSTAL-LEE! ;D
Isn't she just super adorable?
She was my little guide during the campfire.
Look at her care-blanket.
So many badges! :o
I want that picture, Kelly. ;D

Comfort Hotel, Perth.
I wonder how we got a triple-sharing room though we just have two people ._.
Very weird.
But who cares, it was really huge. ;D

14/6/08 - Honey Farm(We saw a kangaroo up close, patted it too ;D), [GUILDERTON] BBQ Lunch by the River Moore, Cruise on the River Moore + Sandboarding on the Sand dunes, Check-in at Orchard Glory Farm.

Okay. I don't have any pictures for this.
The honey farm was @_@.
Kind of boring. Except when the kangaroo suddenly appeared ;D
So cute! Then it jumped right INTO the Honey Farm shop.
Everyone was basically going after the kangaroo.
The fur is super soft ;D
Very nice.
The sandboarding was freaking awesome.
Especially when I went with Kel.
But we crashed into 'KANA' and Zee x_x
GOMEN!
I think Hazzie has the pictures ;D
Send yeah? ;D
OH THAT DAY'S DINNER WAS DAMN FUNNY.
WE SAT WITH MR RAVI.
ZOMG DAMN FUNNY LUH.
Father. LOLOLOL.
Do I have a 'face'?
"Look at that face!"
Unnerving? ._.
D;
Oh and tyvm. ;D
I have learnt the art of sarcasm from my wonderful english teacher.
THAT'S WHY I'M A STUDENT IN HIS CLASS. LOL.
AND YEAH I KNOW I'M VERY SERIOUS DURING LESSON TIME ;D

15/6/08 - Orchard Glory Farm

Hazzie! What the hell are you eating D:

OMG HAZZIE D:
WHAT ARE YOU DOING AGAIN!
She looks like she's getting turned on though ;x
Red skinnies somemore LOL.
I heard someone call her the biker girl.

Pretty view of the office.
The lake is also very pretty.

Lazy to update more. ;D

2008-06-18T10:03:00.004+08:00

;D That's our jump shot.
Not the best.
But it's damn funny cause it looks from Left to Right, we're going up.
Anw, the order is Hazzie, Zee, Kel, Me. ;D
Lmao.
I'm waiting to upload my own photos.

2008-06-17T07:52:00.001+08:00

Thanks to the horny little alien during the Perth trip. -_-

Shall update more when get the pictures.
And I've freaking lost my voice now T_T"

2008-06-11T12:46:00.005+08:00

LMAO. OKAY I ADMIT IT.
I'M FREAKING BORED.

Anw found the 190 cfm. ;D
I'm just happy I did it ._.

CFM!
Bad D: but oh well.
Crazy Move! xD

And the x14.

x14

I don't care if you say these are noob accomplishments.
I'm just glad.
And yeah I srsly don't have a life. -_-
Someone bring me go vivo pls. -_-

2008-06-11T10:13:00.002+08:00

I feel sad today.
No one to be with. D:

AND OF ALL THINGS I GOT KICKED OUT OF AN 8K NPC RM.
ZOMGWTFBBQ.
ALL BECAUSE THAT STUPID CLUBBER WANTED AMATEURS AND ABV.
EH HELLO, CLUBBER GOOD ENOUGH LIAO.
I COME IN AND YOU SAY stay pls.
I STAY LOR.
WTF.
BACKUP AND AMATEUR COME IN THEN KICK AHS.
ZZZ. LOSER CAN.
ANW IT'S YOUR OWN LOSS.
I WOULD'VE BEEN A BETTER CHOICE THEN THE AMATEUR ANYWAY.

Okay whatever.
Raised hackles cause of him.
Anw ytd I went to JK with my dad. ;D
Pwnt can.
I want to go again :D
But there wasn't much time to shop except at Harris and Jusco.
LOL.

Tomorrow going on Perth trip alrd! ;D
YAY YAY YAY.
AND 9 MORE DAYS. ;D
WP WP WP. <3

2008-06-11T09:56:00.002+08:00

Okay I decided to do Sihui's meme cause both she and Monkey aren't here and I feel bored. D;
So like Hachiko. D:

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
I DON'T KNOW. I WONDER WHAT IT'S LIKE AT 15?
OR MAYBE NOT.
I CAN GO MIGRATE TO AUSTRALIA WITH TV AND CHOC.
VINYARD, CABBAGE PATCH, COW FARM! x3

2. Who is more important to you? [friends or boyfriends]
Friends. Actually it mostly depends on the situation.

3. Who is the person you trust most?
Don't know.
Booboo?

4. What music are you hooked on now?
TCF @_@
Ever since Modern Minds and Great Times. x3

5. Are you over with your ex-boyfriend?
Like who LOL.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
Yes. ;D
You just have to be in the right place at the right time to see it. ;D

7. What is your goal for this year?
L1R5 < 10. ;D

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
Perhaps. ;D
If one can find the correct person.
E.g. Junko-chanXKyousuke-san & RenXNana. (Xero is just so lame.)

9. Have you ever broken someone's heart until he/she commits suicide?
Never.
If I was with anyone like that in the first place, why would I even have started with them? =.=
Reliance much?

10. What feeling do you like most?
Happyhappyhappy. :D

11. What is your requirement for your other half?
Erm. Too many requirements.
Not enough time or patience to write.

12. List out 5 best friends of yours.
Choc, TV, Booboo, Bibi, ANDTEH~~SLAPHAPPIES~~. ;D
Other people are probably all on the same plane after them. ;D

13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Yes. :D

14. What is the best word to describe you?
Sporadic.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
MONEHHHHHHH. ;x
Or the politically correct answer, FRIENDS. ;D

16. Do you love anime/ manga?
Need you even ask?
Right now I'm hooked on Nana. ;D

17. What have you done to please yourself?
I have become a Chicken Rice Hawker. ROFLMAO.

18. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
I remember all the times when I said I wanted time to rewind.
But now I can't seem to remember.
Or maybe to the start of June Holidays.
And then to NOT have any holiday lessons, to have lengthened school holidays until December? ;D

Have you ever felt the true meaning of love?
I don't know. ._.

What if the Mayan calendar was wrong? Humans do not die by the date that the calendar had ended; instead they live on like 'em Jumis?
Really..? I think I'd rather stay ignorant about that D:

Instructions:
- Change a question
- Tag 8 people from your list
- Notify them in their tagboard that they had been tagged
1. Kelly
2. Zee
3. AIYAH I DONT KNOW WHOEVER READS MY BLOG ANYMORE. IF YOU WANT TO DO IT THEN DO IT =.=

2008-06-09T19:00:00.002+08:00

ALL RIPPED FROM JANICE CAUSE I AM AGAINST DOING SIHUI'S MEME FOR NOW. HAHAHHAHA.

#1
1. At what age do you want to get married?
Er. I don't know? 28-35? I DON'T KNOW LOL.

2. What do you want to do most now?
~~Play.~~ WP LAH. BUT HAVE TO WAIT 11 DAYS CAN.

3. Who is the person you trust the most?
Must it be a person? ._. Can I say I trust BooBoo?

4. Are you happy with your current life?
NEVAAAAAAAR. Sec 4 life is horrible.

5. If you can have a dream come true, what is it?
To be successful in life?

6. If you can have another dream come true, what will it be?
To retire happily? LOL.

7. What are you afraid of now?
EH. THAT THE SERVERS WILL CRASH AGAIN.
OR THE TONS OF ANTS ON MY TABLE SOMEWHERE. LOL.

8. Who do you cherish the most?
My parents, HL.

9. If you meet someone you love, will you confess to him/her?
Depends on a lot of factors. ;D

10. How would you spend 200 bucks if you have to?
BUY STUFF. PS SHIRTS, PPCs(ROFL).

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
I think I said this in one of my posts before. Too lazy to type out such a long list anyway. HAHA.

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
The particular type of people like Yish~~-SAMA~~ and Harlequin.

13. Do you cherish every single one of your relationships?
Yes. ;D

14. Would you rather be alone or in a group?
Depends. Though sometimes it's easier to work alone than in a group.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in life?
Not to lose sight of yourself. ;D

16. If you get a billion dollars, where do you want it to come from?
Clean money. ;x From my paycheck.
LOTTERY MONEY ALSO CAN. x3

17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
Comfort zone. ;D

18. Why do you think you have friends?
To support me through life's ups and downs! HAHA. ;D

19. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
ERM ERM. WAIT GIVE ME A WHILE MORE TO THINK D:

20. If you are dying in a day's time, what will you do?
I'll go crazy and do everything I want to do. HAHAHAHAHA.

#2
3 names you go by
- Melissa
- Mel
- Moomoo

3 screen names you have had
- Why this bondage fetish?
- Honey, You've got Lips Like Morphine. (thks LLM x33)
- One Ultimatum†Your Erudite Condescension

3 physical things you like about yourself
- Hands ;D
- MY BRAIN LOL.
- OH. I LOVE MY HEART x33

3 parts of your heritage
- Disregarded this qn. =x

3 things that scare you
- Cockroaches
- Dragonflies
- Weird stuff in the dark. @_@

3 of your everyday essentials
- Lovely St. Bride x3
- HL x33 IT BUILDS STRONG BONES CAN. LOL.
- ____. ;DDDD

3 things you are wearing right now
- T-shirt ;D
- FBTs ;D
- Glasses ;D

3 of your favourite bands or musical artists
- HINDER. ;DDDDD
- THE CLICK FIVE! I HAVE CONVERTED LOL ;x
- PARAMOREEEEEEEEEEE. (this is so thanks to tv's influence)

3 of your favourite songs
- OneRepublic - Apologise
- Rihanna - Take A Bow
- MOLLY'S REMIX OF LOADS OF SONGS : ~~Flo Rida~~ MOLLY - LOW, ~~Lupe Siaco(or however you spell his name)~~ MOLLY - Superstar, MOLLY - BOB THE BUILDER THEME SONG. ;D

3 things you want in a relationship
- Love
- Trust
- Attention
(ZOMG SPLIT SHLD SEE THIS LAH.)
AND CAN I ADD IN ONE MORE THING,
TO STOP MAKING ME MAD ALL THE TIME. YAH. ;D

2 truths and 1 lie (in no particular order)
- I like pie.
- I love PS.
- I can solve 3 by 3 Rubik's.

3 physical things about the preferred sex that appeal to you
- Er. MASCULINITY. LOL.
- CUTENESS. LIKE MATSUJUN x3
- INTELLECT. ;D iie ishh n0 twiitx, kkaee?

3 of your favourite hobbies
- READING
- DAYDREAMING
- PLAYING

3 things you want to do badly right now
- Create more school holidays!
- GET MORE PS STUFF.
- WP! ZOMG WP. D<

3 careers you're considering/you've considered
- Biomedical Engineering. ;D
- Chemical Engineering. ;D
- TOILET CLEANER/ROADSWEEPER. MARI. BE NICE TO THE TOILET CLEANER CAN. IN XIAN'S CASE, BE NICE TO THE ROADSWEEPER LAH, OI. D<

3 places you want to go on vacation
- JAPAN, TOKYO ;D
- Switzerland x3
- Germany ;D

3 names you like
- CHERRY CHEN. LOL.
- no preference ;x
- no preference ;x

3 things you want to do before you die
- ~~Get laid. JK LAH.~~ Read finish the entire TGA† & VK manga.
- ~~Be a World Star @_@ JK AGAIN.~~ Be successful in my career ;D
- SHOW THAT ^%&*() THAT I CAN DO IT. D<

3 ways you are stereotyping a boy
- Ghey sht.
- ACBC ;x
- MASCULINE.

3 ways you are stereotyping a girl
- euu lykk twiitx ahhx?
- ACBC ;x
- PRETTAYYYE. ;D

3 celeb crushes
- Kyle Patrick. x_x I love you.
- MATSUJUN. IS. MINE. ;x
- SHUN. BUT JUN > SHUN. HAHAHA.

3 people that I would like to see take this quiz
- SIHUI. HAHA.
- MANMAN.
- Whoever wants to boycott Sihui's meme. ;x

#3
1. What's the connection between you and the last person who called you?
The woman who sits beside me in class LOL.

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Yeah.

3. What happened at 10.00am today?
Er. I can't remember.
I think I was reading Nana.

4. When did you last cry?
WHEN DID I CRY? I THINK ERM, ON FRIDAY?
While reading how stupid Takumi is D:

5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Nothing. Peanut Butter alone pwns.

6. What do you want in your life now?
MONEH LAH. ;D
Okayokay. Just so someone won't cry.
WP! LOL.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
I don't really carry an umbrella. And I don't wear hoodies.
Oh well. I mostly just get drenched.

8. What's your favourite thing you have on your bed?
Boobooooooooooooooooooo~ x3

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
FBTs.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
the text from sab 2 months ago?
WX. HAHAHA. I can't believe it's still in there. LOL.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Depends. ;D

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from somebody?
Like what. I don't borrow random stuff D:

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Eh I can't remember. I think it's The Other Boleyn Girl.

14. What are you proud of?
HAVING BOOBOO. SURVIVING 4 YEARS WITH THOSE CRAZY PPL. %^&*(.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Well done, proud of you, cont to do well in sec sch. Merry christmas. - FROM SHIRLEY LOL. OMG I CANT BELIEVE THIS MESSAGE IS FROM SO LONG AGO. LOL.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Take A Bow (Zee got it in my head @_@) ;D

17. Do you have any nickname? What are they?
Mel, Meli, SASA (GND LAH VIN), Melimoo, Moomoo, Melly, Moomoocow, Kirreli, Kirr, intristique, intri, intris, ITRIN (SMA YOU ALSO GND), Bilis, CHAN (LOL)
I don't really think I have anymore ;x

18. What does your last received message say? Who was it from?
D: lol ok, i hurry blog. - FROM OBEDIENT LITTLE MONKEY. LOL. AKA THE A-PIT.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
Er. What time did I go to bed ah o_O
12.30? I CAN'T REMB D:

20. Are you currently happy?
YES. x14.
AND NO, LOST UBP D4 A FEW TIMES T_T

21. Who gives you the best advice?
I don't know. No one really gives me advice except Xian LOL.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
NO EW. WHIPPED CREAM IS GROSS.

23. Who did you talk with on the phone last night?
Did I talk to anyone ;x
I think maybe my mom.
I DON'T REMEMBER D:

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
S-san. LOL.

25. Who/What was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
/sarcasm
OH THOSE PPF FORUMERS. THEY ALL DAMN FUNNY SIAH. ;D
/endsarcasm

26. Do you wear toe socks?
Nope.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Charlotte. 6/6/08
Asking me about where our chem lesson was. LOL.

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
NAH.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
#$%^&*
BUT FOR NOW IT'S TWIITX.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Oh yes. Kyle Patrick. ;D

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
NO. NEVER WILL TRY.

32. What is the colour of your room?
All the wall colours are pastel x33
Different colours ;D

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
If it means I'm going to jail, NO.
If I get away scot-free and with a billion dollars, WHY NOT? ;D

34. Do you believe in the saying 'talk is cheap'?
Talk is cheap. I love whoever came up with this saying.

35. Who was the last person who lay in your bed?
Myself. x3

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
EH WHO. I DUNNO LEH.
MUST BE BOOBOO. ;D

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Who was the last person I kissed..
LOL. I THINK SO. MAYBE. MAYBE NOT.

38. Do you have a life?
Duh I don't. Why else would I be doing this quiz.

39. Have you ever think of someone who died when they really didn't?
Morbid. But yes.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
I loved it before. And now I'm too lazy to change it.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
I don't know! I hardly remember my dream.

42. When was the last time you smiled?
Just now. The amazing x14.
OH NONO.
THETHETHETHE FIRST TIME WE WON D4. ;D

43. Have you changed this year?
Yes. ;D

44. What are you listening to right now?
Summertime - TCF x33

45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?
Yes. Sihui.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
OPEN LAH.
SHOW ME HOW YOU WALK WITH YOUR EYES CLOSED, UNGUIDED, AND NOT HURT YOURSELF. ;D

47. Is there a quote you live by?
Hmm. "Make sure you do it yourself. Then you're worthy of it."
OR SOMETHING ALONG THOSE LINES.

48. Do you want someone you can't have?
YES. JUN, KYLE, must I say more? x/3

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Yes. Clarinet love. ;D
3rdclarinetsolowtfbbq.

50. What was the worst idea you had in a week?
To chiong D4. ._.

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
Audi. I think.
With Monkey?

52. Are you happy with your love life now?
DEPENDS. ;D
WHEN I SEE TWIT COUPLES, I'M HAPPY.

53. What song describe your love life?
Err. I dunno.
If it's a love song it's mostly break up songs leh LOL.
OH I KNOW.
TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR - TAYLOR SWIFT. LOL.

54. Does the person know you like him/her?
YES DUH. WP WP WP x3

55. Who always make you laugh?
Crazy people.
Esp Choc&TV. ;D

56. Do you speak other languages other than English?
CHINESE. D:
JAP THAT I THROW TOGETHER. ;x
MALAY FROM COMMANDING ALSO LOL. ;D
S-SAN BETTER TEACH ME MORE.

57. Are you blond?
NO.

58. What is your middle name?
I don't know. ;x

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
GO JB, MAYBE. ;x

60. What do you think you are like?
Don't know. If you want to know, find out yourself. ;D

61. Who would you choose to die with?
I don't know. Whoever I'm married to? LOL.

62. Where have you been today?
My house. My imaginary land of little erm, Booboo-s. ;D

63. What game do you play often?
Audi.

64. Who are you missing right now?
S-SAN. S-SAN. S-SAN. D:

65. If you are to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?
Depends.

66. What are you doing right now?
This quiz.

67. Which primary school are you from?
BPPS.

68. Name 3 colours that you like.
White, Black, Green.

69. What emotion do you like to show?
HAPPINESS. AND ANGER.
TWO EXTREMES LUH ;x

70. What is life to you?
Erm. I don't know.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Ask someone. ^^
Thanks to whoever helped me before.

72. Who did you last chat on msn today?
Monkey.

73. Who do you admire the most?
PS'S DESIGNER. PRETTAYYE STUFF YOU GOT THERE. x3

74. Which month are you born in?
November.

75. How are you feeling right now?
Bored.

76. What is the time now?
7.29pm.

77. Where are you now?
Home.

78. What colour did you use to dye your hair?
I want to dye it. But I can't.
Anyway if I can, I'll dye it brown. With red/green streaks.

79. Why are you doing this test?
Because I deliberately didn't want to do Sihui's.

80. What will you do if you are moody?
Ignore everyone. Be emo. Cry. D:
SLIT WRIST? LOL. NO WAY.

81. At which age do you wish to get married?
Wasn't this asked before. LOL. On second thought maybe I won't get married.
CABBAGEPATCH, VINYARD&COWFARM. ;D

82. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend? Girlfriend? Friends?
Depends. Mostly friends.

83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
IN WHAT? ;D

84. Who is the person you trust most?
EH WASN'T THIS ASKED BEFORE TOO.

85. If you have only one day left to live, what will you do?
EH I THOUGHT I ANSWERED THIS.

86. If you can have a dream come true, what will it be?
IS THIS LIKE, DEJA VU X_X

87. What is your goal for this year?
Get <10 for L1R5.

88. Do you think that it's stupid to do this 100 question quiz?
Yes. I should be reading Nana now.

89. What feeling do you love most?
Happiness. :D

90. Do you really think it's global warming now?
YESYESYES.

91. What is the feeling you hate the most?
Sadness. D:

92. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Yes. :D

93. Do you believe in God?
No. A celestial being that watches over us all is not what I'd idealize as God.
Unless you refer to someone who teaches us rightful values. That would be someone I would follow. :3
I POSSESS NO BLIND FAITH IN CELESTIAL BEINGS THAT UNLEASH THEIR WRATHS ON MORTALS. D:

94. Who cares for you the most?
Right now? I dunno. Parents?
OR MAYBE S-SAN LOL.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
...... DEJAVU D:

96. What will you bring when you fight?
Please give me knuckle dusters. ;D

97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Too much to recount.

98. What will you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
........ If no one cares for me, then I'll harden my heart and CARRY ON~ WE'LL CARRY ON~ (oops ;x)

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
BREAK LAH. WTF. AND I'LL GO TELL HIS OTHER GF THAT HE'S CHEATING ON HER ALSO. AND WE SHALL HUNT HIM DOWN TGT. >D
DOUBLE MENACE.

100. Love with a guarantee of heartbreak or never to be loved at all?
Love with a guarantee of heartbreak.
Makes you stronger, no?

OKAY. I FINALLY REACHED THE END.
YAY.
BACK TO NANA. ;D

2008-06-07T22:42:00.003+08:00

First day of MC today.
Daniel seems like a good coach. ;D
The bunch of people I met today seem like a good mix. ;D
CHERRY CHEN. HAHAHA.
Mrs GWL IS THE NEW CHERRY CHEN LAH.
NO SPORTS CAR, NOT REALLY LOADED, DOESN'T NOT WEAR DIFFERENT OUTFITS EVERYDAY, BT SHE'S THE BEST ~~MATHS~~ TEACHER I'VE EVER HAD OKAY.
And face it lah, Cherry Chen must be an old auntie now =x
Got people named Apple, so must have people named Cherry. :D

Was pretty good to mix with the girls.
There was really a clear distinction between the girls and guys.
ONE ZONE OF NO-MAN'S LAND AFTER LUNCH BREAK ANYWAY.
So nice to meet a jnr too. ;D
I didn't really expect it.
And I NEVER EVER EVER EVER DREAMED of someone recognizing me.
So when she asked: are you from Crescent?
Imagine my facial expression.
O_O" .... :DDDDD
Thanks to tkd, I was recognised. LOL.

I think I'll really enjoy my time with MC.
Even at IAG, I didn't want to go for it at all. And I still had a fun time.
This time, I want to go. S4L will be a real success for me.
I'll make it fun for myself.
DON'T WORRY ZEE.
I SWEAR I'LL DANCE TO LOW IF THEY PLAY IT.
HAHAHAHAHA.
(though I escaped from the chicken dance today ;x)

But anyway, I realised most of the girls appreciate music too. ;x
Good good.
UNLIKE THE GUYS.
IT'S CORRINNE MAY. ZOMG. D<

I'm looking forward to my next session already. :D

;Melissa

2008-06-02T20:24:00.000+08:00

OKAY. THIS POST IS RESERVED FOR TCF CONCERT.

WTFISH. MANMAN. YOU COPY MY SHOES ONE.
AND HOW CAN YOU SUDDENLY TELL ME I LOOK HALF-DEAD.
AND THAT I GREW SHORTER.
YOU DAMN BAD CAN D:

OKAY.
LOL.
I LOVE THE CLICK FIVE ;D
ESP KYLE PATRICK.
HE'S EVEN HOTTER IN REAL LIFE LAH ;D

2008-05-30T08:08:00.003+08:00

Sihui is a goat.
Sihui is a fish.
Sihui is a goatfish. ;D
Define goatfish.
Goatfish: An crossbreed between a goat and a fish. A goat head with gills and a fish tail.

SO SCARY LOL.

Anw many thanks to Sihui for helping me and Split. ;D
9 HEARTS CAN. HAHA. ;D
THANKYOUNUER. ;D

2008-05-22T21:04:00.001+08:00

OKAY.
I'M RESERVING THIS POST FOR POP 08.

HAHAHA KELLY KOH IS DAMN FUNNY. ;D
I LOVE THE WAY YOU SING.
ZEE, PEARL, WS, NEXT TIME WE CAN BRING HER TO K-BOX OKAY? xD

ESP FOR MY DEAR BOOBOO. ;D
AH I WANTED TO NAME IT MOMO.
JUST LIKE MATSUJUN IN KWP.
BUT D<
ANYWAY, LET'S SEE A PICTURE OF DEAR BOOBOO. ;D

Thanks to the Sec 3s for making POP 08 possible.
JIAXUAN! FELLOW MERLION ;D
You will pay for doing that to me and Naomi. D<
There was really no need to remind me of the horrible campfire performance.
Stupid role. >_>
BUTBUTBUT, I KNOW I'M SPECIAL KAY. LOL. ;x
And I hope the cookies are edible.

Many thanks to my squadmates too.
The people who made me cry a lot when I took over their squad,
the people who made me extremely mad,
the people who piss me off a lot of the time,
the people who have no sense of shame most of the time,
the people who can lose all sense of logic,
the people who are seriously immature,
the people who cannot ever grow up,
the people who will never ever win punctuality awards,
the people who will never ever be guai kias,
the people who don't know how to act appropriately during cca time,
the people who.. well, have been with me for four years, three and a 5/12 to be exact,
the people who gave me a chance to be their NCO, despite how horrible i am,
the people who are called my squadmates,
the people who are my sunshines,
the people that i love.
sure they piss me off a lot of the time,
but you can't live with them.
and you can't live without them.
so, yeah.
;D

2008-04-18T20:14:00.003+08:00

Srsly, I don't understand why you're pushing me to do it.
I do not want to sign it.
I DO NOT want to.
If I continue doing what I'm doing, THAT'S WONDERFUL FOR ME.
BUT I DON'T SEE WHY I HAVE TO WASTE A FEW SECONDS OF MY LIFE DOING THAT FOR YOU AND DOING THIS NOW!
I ALREADY SAID NO.
NO MEANS NO.
AND I REALLY DON'T WANT TO.
I'M DOING WHAT I DO BECAUSE I WANT TO.
I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING BECAUSE YOU WANT ME TO.
Why are you even trying to get attention in this way?
It's very very very annoying.
So, sorry, I won't help.
TYVM.

Yes I know I'm a ~~biatch~~ beach.
And I can't stand talking to you.
Srsly.
I hurt the people around me all the time.
Look at me.
I'm not the person that you think I am.
The people I mix with with ease, they understand me.
But honestly, do you think you understand me?
You don't.
You d-o-n-'-t, DON'T.
I don't like the way you criticize things.
I don't like the way you copy me.
I don't like the way you act.
I won't go so far as to say I hate you.
Cause I don't.
I just can't stand you.
So please. Get your act together.

2008-04-14T16:35:00.002+08:00

I saw Mr Ong today.
Man, it's been three years.
And his hair is already super white.
Actually I didn't notice him while I was walking until he said, "Melissa, right?"
And when I looked at him, I was like really, super shocked to see his hair!
He looks the same though, the smile and all.
I miss 6L 2004. :c

I thought she was going to scold me for waking her up or something.
But she didn't.
And it made me feel glad that she was thankful that I cared enough about her to wake her up.

;Melissa

2008-04-05T22:44:00.002+08:00

Dang. Another ranting post.

To Yish-~~SAMA~~:
Thanks, I'm very glad I gave you entertainment.
And you know what? I was laughing so much too that I fell off my chair.
Because I didn't realise how forumers choose to be blind to certain facts.
And they just ignore it.
HAHA, WHAT A WONDERFUL LAUGH.

Please. Who said critiques there were even rough?
Stop changing what we say.

Oh?
Proper gfx sites?
Wake up.
Does the PPF look like one to you?
Srsly. Are you even socially aware?
There are beginners here, and because their signatures might not be up to your 'oh-so-high' standards, it does not warrant any of your tremendously uncalled-for 'No effort shown'.

What's the =.= for?
If we aren't worth your 'precious' time, Yish-~~sama~~,
why did you actually look through the pages?
To prove a point? But you didn't prove anything to me!
To back Ms Harlequin up? But I still feel that all of your points are unfounded.
To say that Ringa and myself were bitching? OH YES WE WERE! AND SO ARE YOU RIGHT NOW! (Psst Yish. Are you on your period? I didn't know you actually could PMS!)

Wait. What critique are we talking about?
Your incessant nonsense about what we typed?
Oh please. That is hardly critique.
When did I post anything for you people to critique on like ravenous vultures with nothing to do?
I only made my stand on how you people treated others. And what I got in return wasn't very nice.
But still it's not critique at all! In fact it is to a very large extent laughable!
HAHAHAHAHA!

You know what? I stand corrected as well!
Why should I not be able to stand critique?
When I do a signature, I put all my effort into it.
I don't even go whore around for comments and ratings.
Even if someone gives me a bad comment, someone is really harsh on me, I. Don't. Care.
Cause I know that I've given it my best, and I have put in effort.

And by what you said, are you implying that you are a real designer?
Why don't YOU delete photoshop?
With that kind of attitude, none of your signatures will turn out nice anyway.

Thanks, I know I'm young.
So I accept your compliment on myself being a kid.
And really, I'd already taken a hike before you had to tell me.
It's much healthier to take a hike than to stay around with you people.
Goodness knows when I'll defect if I stay around here too much.

So, Yish, thanks again for the laughs.

To Miss Harlequin:
There are two probable reasons why I chose not to pursue the matter:
1) The heat was really sweltering and intense in the thread and I couldn't take it for fear that I would be so harshly criticized and broken such that I would never dare to touch photoshop ever again!
2) I couldn't stand the behavior, so I decided to salvage myself before I became like you.
And really, the latter is absolutely true.
There's no saving you anymore, so go back to being how you're like with them.
And I already ended the topic.
Because no one chooses to let what Ringa and myself have said GET INTO THEIR THICK THICK THICK THICK THICK THICK THICK THICK THICK THICK THICK THICK THICK THICK THICK THICK THICK skulls.
It's just a waste of our time anyway.
So unless you want to waste more time bickering,
why try to ignite a flame that has already been burnt out?

Keep to your side of the turf.
Oh wait. You can take mine too.
I don't see what holds me to PPF anymore.
With such fellow forumers, I don't see what the draw is.
And the ASF was never such a bitchy place as PPF turned out to be.

2008-04-05T18:48:00.004+08:00

Hi.
It's been more than a year since we've talked.
TYVM for last time, when you always lent a listening ear.
Especially for the sig, it was the first that anyone offered to make me.
However, I'm sad to say that I think you've changed A LOT.
And that change is, very very horrible.
Sure, I respect you as a siggy maker.
You're wonderful, whatever.
But I guess the person you liked obviously doesn't like you back huh?
That's why you decided to settle with that sorry excuse for a woman.
But the most sorry thing to say is that no matter how good you are at that,
your lightings, your rendering, your effects.
Your bloody attitude sucks.
Hold on, are you trying to build yourself a harem at the stand?
I see all the girls being such *****s around you.
Honestly, it's sad to see.
I never thought that you'd stoop to such a level.
And really, DID I WASTE YOUR TIME BY MAKING YOU LOOK BACK SO MANY PAGES?
IT WAS YOU WHO WASTED YOUR OWN TIME DOING SUCH A THING.
AND WHO WAS THE ONE WHO WANTED TO REPLY?
GOODNESS.
I SAID THREE SIMPLE WORDS:
So simply, goodbye.
Srsly, if you can't understand what I meant by that, I REALLY MEANT GOODBYE.
IN THE SENSE THAT: I HAVE UNSUBSCRIBED THE BLOODY ANNOYING AND STUPID THREAD.

ALL OF YOU ACT TOO IMMATURE FOR YOUR AGES.
I feel ashamed to call myself a signature maker.
Thus, I shall move far away from all of you and never name myself a signature maker.
I will never lay foot in the Signature Stand @ PPF again.
Did I even say anything mildly insulting?
Did I even say anything that had to deal with MYSELF taking insults?
I bet I could take insults better than you could.
What's with asking us to delete our photoshop?
What right do you have to keep yours when we don't?
If we have to give up our photoshop, and to not make any more signatures, then you jolly well do the bloody same thing!
So shut your mouth up.
I get what you're insinuating but apparently you're too busy yakking away to understand what I'M GETTING AT.
I know my own signatures have a long way to go.
I do them to the best of my ability.
But hearing the comment that NO EFFORT WAS PUT IN is very devastating to some new signature makers.
And still I don't go displaying them in the forum whoring for ratings and comments.
Have some decency please.

And lastly,
Goodbye.
I hope I never have to address this issue again.

2008-03-31T19:46:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD.
LISA YOU PWN! c;
I can't thank you enough!
I LOVE YOU LISAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. :D
Your l33t advertising skills are so.. lovely? ^^"
THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU FOR ADVERTISING FOR ME.
AND GETTING ME 2 COMMISHIES ;3
AND EARNING ME 7K!
THANK YOU :D

OKAY LMAO.
I THINK I GOT HIGH ON MANGA YTD.
TGA CROSS WAS DAMN COOL. ;3
ANDAND, ALTHOUGH TANEMURA-SENSEI SAID THAT SHE WOULD REVEAL ONLY SMALL PARTS OF THE PLOTS, I ALREADY KNEW WHAT WAS GONNA HAPPEN.
LOL! THE WARDEN IS SO CUTE CAN ;D
But Shizun will always be the cutest lahs. ;D
NO, NOT SHIZUMASA-SAMA. D<
SHIZUN! :D
I think Senri-san is quite cute too.
But he's like.. so full of himself.
The part where he apologises like, five times was pretty touching though.
And he actually got her in his arms! PSST x;
Haine will always be Shizumasa-sama's princess.
And Maora is so cute too :D
Maguri is just.. hardheaded. D<
HOW CAN HE NOT LIKE MAORA D:
EVEN THOUGH MAORA'S.. A GUY. BUT! D:
Oh well. Maora, you're more than welcome to take Haine away from Shizun anytime. x;
Postman!<3 SO CUTE ;D
Well, if you don't get it yet, I'm not going to give away anything. c;

Gah. I hate discussing about entering into JC or poly with my parents.
It's damn bad please.
I really don't want to get into JC.
Poly is my number one choice.
So yes, stop trying to make me see the 'facts' about JC.
Cause whatever opinion I've already formed, it's not going to change much.

HAHA.
I THINK I WENT CRAZY WATCHING JUN AND MAO ON SATURDAY.
7 EPS LAH PLS.
2 MORE EPS TILL ENDING. ;D
SO CUTE:DDDD
EH I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH THE EP WHERE TSUKUSHI HAS TO STAY WITH TSUKASA.
OMG ROFLMAO.
COSPLAY AS A MAID! LOLOLOLOL. :D

I will never go for squad talk with the Sec 3s again! D<
OMG THOSE TWO KEPT FLASHING X_X
MY EYES BURN, AND IT'S THEIR FAULT! D<

@Manman: I want your blogskin code.
It's very pretty. c;
So may I please use it?
And today's incident at the toilet was so funny.
Did I scare you? :3

;Melissa

2008-03-29T13:42:00.002+08:00

Campcraft Prelims were over today <3
I love my team a lot. <3
MOLLY! ;D
We'll always be a team kay!

I think you guys did wonderful today.
The flag wasn't even a big deal!
Got so many other schools who didn't raise their flags either.
FLAGSTAFF PEOPLE!
YOU GUYS DID GREAT ;D
THE SPARS WERE SUPER STRAIGHT CAN! ;D
STRUCTURE PEOPLE!
PRETTY PONCHOS ;D
I THINK THEY WERE VERY TAUT.
THOUGH WHEN PEOPLE TOUCH IT'S LIKE MOLESTING THE TEAM'S STRUCTURE, ZOMG x;
VC KIMBERLY!
HAHA I'M SORRY I CAN'T GET OVER CALLING YOU VICE CAPT xD
GOOD JOB WITH THE GADGET AND CUTTING TWINE, MOTHER HEN ;DD
(P.S. You'll receive the dry cleaning bill sometime.)

WE WILL GET INTO FINALS :D
YES WE WILL.

2008-03-26T19:08:00.002+08:00

OHMYGOSH LOL.
I WANT THE INFINITY HAT.
BUT I'VE GOT NO CASH D<

I apologise if this sounds like another emo post, but truly, it's not.
Hello, you
I'm sorry.
Well I'm actually kind of disappointed with how you treat us.
To think I used to think so highly of you.
The way that I have to creep around what we talk about is just stupid.
Sure, let's carry on this way.
Who really gives a damn anyway?
Heh.

Welcome to reality, woman
I was really taken aback by what you said.
Seriously, is everything OUR fault?
Why don't you take some of the blame some time?
Sure, I know that you're shouldering a lot of responsibility.
But what you said INFURIATES me.
Who do you think you are?
Making us out to be kind of useless?
We're just like you.
Just much more versatile.
You don't even need to remind us.
We know we're valuable.
Stop making us feel like we're unimportant, it doesn't even matter what you say because we know we're important.

Wake up, Miss
Is life a mood train for you?
Does it look like it's suited to you and you alone?
When people offer their opinions, why don't you listen?
It's no use asking us anyway, since you're so stubborn that you don't listen.
Please.

I miss Audi.
I miss Maple.
I miss Runescape.
(YES LOL I MISS RUNESCAPE.)
I'll play Runescape with Charlotte after O's. xD
Yes I know you're waiting for me at the Castle.
DON'T WORRY LOL.
WE'LL GET TO THE BANANA PLACE SOON!

I'll play Maple after O's too.
I want to play with meso bomb x;
Maybe try out with a i/l too.

I'll play Audi after O's. YES! ;3
I know I still can play.
I'm itching to do 8k.

I WANNA DO THAT MUSIC QUIZ THAT I FOUND xD

;Melissa

2008-03-22T18:12:00.003+08:00

Hey, like seriously, who gives a damn about popularity if you don't have the basis of respect?
You should deflate your goddamnned inflated head.
Because I know I don't know anything, if you do, could you kindly teach me?

OMG LUH.
CC COMP GOT POSTPONED AGAIN.
NEXT SATURDAY.
ONE DAY AFTER PROMO -_-
EVERYONE PON LOL. c:

Nice work today, Team 1.
I'm sure you guys will be able to do that again next week.

TEAM 2!
MY LOVES <3
Don't worry!
We'll reach TOP 10!
JUST ONE MORE WEEK FOR PRELIMS!
JIAYOU :3

Apple Bottom Jeans
Boots with the fur
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flow [She hit the flow]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reeboks with the straps
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy]
She hit the flo [She hit the flow]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

WE CAN ~~FIX~~ BUILD IT ;3

AND ZOMG LOL, STOP AND STARE. xD
WE DON'T CARE WHAT THAT GUY SAID.
HE'S THE ONE WHO'S SIAO INSTEAD ;D

;Melissa

2008-03-21T00:28:00.002+08:00

STOLEN FROM MONKEY'S BLOG

How to Play
1. Put your music player on shuffle.

2. Press forward for each question.

3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.

4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
Rule The World - Take That
(OMG LOL. I RULE YOU >D)

Will you get far in life?
Empty - The Click Five
(Ahh disaster D: I feel empty already. D:)

How do your friends see you?
Don't Matter - Akon
(EH WTF?! I DON'T MATTER? LOL.)

Will you get married?
In Loving Memory - Alterbridge
(So I guess not? Will I or my fiancee die before the wedding or something o_o)

What is your best friend’s theme song?
Bliss (I Don't Wanna Know) - Hinder
(Okayyy. At least it matches with the one in front that I don't matter -_-)

What is the story of your life?
Fame < Infamy - FOB
(WOW LOL. SO I SHALL GROW UP INFAMOUS?!)

What was high school like?
Famous Last Words - MCR
(SO I'LL BE FAMOUS IN HIGH SCHOOL? :3 OMG LOL.)

How can you get ahead in life?
Next To You - Jordin Sparks
(Wait, I thought I was going to die soon o_O What with the Famous Last Words and In Loving Memory...)

What’s the best thing about your friends?
The (After) Life Of The Party - FOB
(Okay. So you should understand when we get high AFTER the party's over.)

What’s in store for this weekend?
Watch Your Words - Alterbridge
(Will I be insulting someone? Maybe Moby? :3)

Describe your grandparents.
How Long - Hinder
(No comments. If you don't know why, you shouldn't know.)

How’s your life going?
Lollipop - Mika
(WHAT? LOLLIPOP? You mean my life's going to be sweet? :3 Or will it be candy-coated? :3)

What song will they play at your funeral?
Doll - Daphne
(OMG THANK YOU. I LOVE THIS SONG. THOUGH I'D PREFER APOLOGISE I LOVE THIS SONG ALOT ALOT ALOT. <3 AND YES I KNOW I'M THAT PRETTY DOLL IN THE WINDOW. HAHAHA OKAY JK.)

How does the world see you?
Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off - P!ATD
(Oh wow. I take this that I like to lie alot?)

Will you have a happy life?
One Day Remains - Alterbridge
(Ah. Only one day? WAIT WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN. AM I GOING TO HAVE ONE HAPPY DAY OF MY LIFE OR ONLY ONE MORE DAY TO HAVE A HAPPY LIFE D<)

Do people secretly lust after you?
Young And In Love - Jordin Sparks
(OMG LOL. SELF-EXPLAINATORY.)

How can you make yourself happy?
Come Home - OneRepublic
(Brainstorm would know what this means. Coach W and K too. Ah crud.)

What should you do with your life?
Tranquilize - The Killers feat. Lou Reed
(WOW PWNED. SO I NEED TO TRANQUILIZE MYSELF?)

Will you ever have children?
Do It Well - J Lo
(WTF. I'M SUPPOSED TO HAVE CHILDREN WELL?!)

What song would you strip to?
Shy Boy - Jordin Sparks
(Pretty sexy song but I'd prefer Hinder anytime thanks. Especially Lips of an Angel. <3)

What does your mum think of you?
Angel - Leona Lewis
(WTF. THIS IS A LIE. SHE DOES NOT THINK I AM AN ANGEL. DEFINITELY NOT. NOT. NOT.)

What is your deep, dark secret?
The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls
(Oh thanks. Now I know a secret about myself that I didn't even know.)

What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
Headlight Disco - The Click Five
(WOW THANKS LOL. Retarded song -_-)

What’s your personality like?
Hum Hallelujah - FOB
(HMM LOL? I AM A GRACIOUS PERSON. xD)

What song will be played at your wedding?
Dreaming Out Loud - OneRepublic
(LOL. WILL I BE DREAMING AT MY WEDDING? WAIT, WILL I EVEN BE THERE?!)

OKAY LOL.
I'M TELLING YOU TODAY'S QUIZ IS SCREWED.
I'LL USE MY TABLET ANOTHER TIME TO DO THIS AGAIN xD
MORE CHOICES = MORE FAIR.

;Melissa

2008-03-19T19:36:00.003+08:00

86 words

Speedtest

OMG LOL I STOLE THIS FROM XIAN'S BLOG.
KNS PLS I KEEP TYPING WORDS WRONG.

HAHA I JUST DECIDED THAT I SHALL QUEST FOR DEMONIC ANKLETS AND OCULUS MAGICA.
OCULUS MAGICA IS ESPECIALLY FOR MY NEW AVATAR.
DEMONIC ANKLETS IS.. JUST RANDOM. xD

LOL PWNED <3

OMG I TELL YOU DEVIL YTD DAMN FUNNY.
I INFLUENCE YOU TO BE LOUSY.
PERIOD.
HAHAHA. >D

Sometimes you've got to take the lead yourself.
And when you can't, I'll be the one to walk away.

Mobi. Pwnage.
Somehow Mobi always makes me laugh. c:
Somehow Mobi always makes me happy. c:

;Melissa

2008-03-16T18:53:00.002+08:00

OKAY I SURVIVED UNIT CAMP 2008 <3
YAY GROUP 2 <3
One thing I cannot accept is how my group got Discipline ._.
I mean, AM I THAT STRICT COMPARED TO THE OTHERS?!
Gosh D:
Oh well.
Goodbye Unit Camp 2008.
My memories of you will not be posted on this blog.
It will be remembered in my head. c:
And it will fade over time.
So.. Yes.
I'm just lazy to type it out -_-
I might type it out another day.

I GOT MY BIANCAMELLA <3
OMG HAHA.
THANKYOU;;
1. A New Kind of Angel
2. Janice <3
3. DADDY! <3
4. MOMMY! <3
5. MYSELF xDDD
6. Xynade
7. Anna1422124
8. Moby Jones

These are the people who helped me by donating. c:
They are love. <3

Today's Control DJ pwns. <3
CREED, ALTERBRIDGE && ANBERLIN!
PWNAGE<3

;Melissa

2008-03-12T19:37:00.001+08:00

OMG LOL.
I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE JUST LEFT THAT IN HER LOCKER!
WTF PLEASE.

I won't be around from tomorrow till Saturday.
And if you're lucky to catch me online on Saturday, Be Nice.
Right now, I've got to THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS.

If you don't know why I'm not going to be around, check Janice's blog.
We're both not around for almost the same reasons, so yeah.

;Melissa

2008-03-11T18:24:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh!
I scared both Charlotte and Manman with my 'emo' posts?
Haha. :x
Bad Manman.
You practically avoided me like the plague. -_-
It's not as if being emo is contagious okay. :/
As I explained to Charlotte, when I blog, it's either in extremes.
And when I'm happy, I'm usually off being hyper somewhere.
Instead of finding the time to blog.
So, yeah.

Today Chinese was bearable.
Partly because I managed to finish filing all my stuff for this year.
And that means, less nagging.
BUT WTF PLS I NEED TO SEE TEACHER MEH.
OMG LAH AT THIS RATE I MIGHT AS WELL GET >20 POINTS SO THAT I CAN SEE SOME HOD INSTEAD OF GETTING <20 AND STILL HAVE TO SEE.
WTF. -_-

AND QZ GOT OWNED YTD.
LOL NAD YOU BETTER SEE THIS.
APPARENTLY THAT SORT OF THING HAPPENS TO BOTH OF THEM ALOT, AHAHAHA!

I WANT MY SCH HOLIDAYS PLS.
WTF. MIGHT AS WELL MAKE US STAY IN SCH FOR THE WHOLE WEEK RIGHT.
WHY CANNOT LET US HAVE ONE MEASLY WEEK OF BREAK HUH.
I KNOW WE NEED TO RUSH SYLLABUS BUT THIS IS CRAZY.
WE NEED BREAKS. D<

;Melissa

2008-03-09T14:31:00.002+08:00

So, I was looking through my handphone pictures and I found something spectacularly amazing.

.
..
...
....
.....
......
ZOMGWTFBBQ I FOUND A PICTURE OF MDM TNG DURING THE BINTAN CIP TRIP 07.

Not a big deal huh?
Oh too bad. If you didn't go for the trip, you wouldn't know anyway.
I appeal to Sec 2 and Sec 3 Crescentians.
Do take part in the Bintan CIP trip.
Why take part in the Sarawak Outreach when you know that the Bintan CIP project was the original?
Don't you want to see the looks of joy on those children's faces?
Utter cuteness.
You get to teach them, you get to communicate with them.
Do you get to do that in everyday life?
These children need your help.
They do not enjoy the luxuries that we have.
And they certainly do not ask for much.
They are content even with a ball that you have probably outgrown.
If you do not wish to go on the trip, the least you can do is give them your unwanted items.
Donate to them, show them a little love.
The library we set up for them in 2006 has limited books.
And according to their teachers, the books have been thoroughly borrowed and read.

If you love books, why do you deprive others of the joy of reading?
If you dislike books, why hoard them when others don't have the chance to own them?

It is my last year in Crescent.
And I have been for the Bintan CIP project for the past 2 years.
The original twenty participants may not all be on the project still.
But those who came aboard a second time, we hope to leave a lasting legacy.
I can stand proud proclaiming that I am a Humanitarian Leader.
And that we, the Humanitarian Leaders, have made a difference to their lives.
Can you?

2008-03-08T14:14:00.002+08:00

I dislike it when people disagree with me.
Especially right now.
I feel like wrangling her neck.
I was only trying to be nice.
Or would she rather I just ignore her again?
You say you feel like you're not close to us anymore.
So I tried to throw you a lifeline.
And you threw it back at me.
Go swim with the sharks then.
Don't expect anyone else to save you.

I am peeved off with how fast the Biancamella 2nd Gen price is rising.
Just because it's going to evolve.
Damn it.
What if it hits 100,000?
I only have 33,000 right now.
And just two weeks ago it was 45,000.
Gosh.
Marketplace inflation is scary.

Finished reading Picture Perfect.
I think Will is the horrible bad guy.
Why do you need to lay your hands on a married woman?
Can't you see she's happy enough?
Cassie is portrayed to be strong-willed.
But is she?
She is quite fickle.
Without Ophelia's help, she probably wouldn't have gotten anywhere.
Alex Rivers. The heartthrob.
Oh yes, his French descent is wondrous.
Alex Rivers is only second to Edward Cullen in my books.
I don't believe Cassie suffers from 'Battered Wife Syndrome'.
If you truly love someone that much, no matter what they do to you, you'd take the hurt.
You wouldn't hurt them that much.
You'd let them hurt you so they don't feel it.
Yes, Cassie was pushed to her limits. And that shows how 'strong' her love is.
I don't think hurting Alex by forcing him not to love her is testimony of her love.
Get real, 'self-righteous heroine' Cassandra Barrett Rivers.
If you truly did love him, you'd stay with him.
And all in all, I think what you really meant was 'I have always waited to hurt you, Alex.'

;Melissa

2008-03-07T21:03:00.002+08:00

OMG.
I SUCK SO MUCH.
WTFFFFFFF.
0.40.
WTF IS THAT?
BEHIND BY 0.03.
And those 40 seconds. That was enough to send my head spinning.
I nearly collided into the chair while getting back.
I suck. Srsly.
Isabelle was mean for making me run her 200m. :/
But I'm more horrible for not challenging myself to do it faster.
Gosh. Tell me I suck.
I really do since I can't even complete my commissions for HL9 And Ouris.
I am so so so sorry.

2008-03-06T19:58:00.002+08:00

Everything sucks.
Including my L1R5.
WTF will I do with 19 points? -_-
Get into a horrible JC and try to drag myself to uni?
I can't even get into the course that I want.
GOODNESS.

I know something's wrong with you.
There's nothing wrong if you want to tell me that you don't trust me.
That you don't view me as a good enough friend.
I just dislike the way you promise me something but you break it.
It defeats the whole purpose.
Okay.
Stop.
I've got to stop expecting things of you.
~~That way I won't be disappointed anymore.~~

I think that you need to infer more.
~~If not you'll PHAIL at humanities.~~
If not you'll get alot of other people angry at you.
Sure, I care about you.
Sure, we all care about you.
But why do you keep pushing yourself into conversations that you are not invited in?
We were actually planning to get something for you. FYI.
And you butted in.
Obviously we'd get mad, yes.
Sometimes when you have too many relationships to juggle, you find yourself losing all your friends.
It's time to be a little selective.

Honestly, I don't know what to do with you.
When I went after you, you just screamed at me and got mad.
You're lucky I didn't shout back.
Even though I was going WTF in my head.
I felt like slapping your face, srsly.
I knew that if no one went after you, you'd say that no one cared.
And you'd use that to prove your ~~stupid, nonsensical, childish~~ point.
Maybe you need to realise that if you don't change, nothing else will.
We tried. Yes, the horrible T-R-Y.
CC, S, W & K will be so sad. :/
BUT YOU SEE WHAT I DO FOR YOU?
YOU SEE WHAT WE DO FOR YOU?
YOU'RE ONE OF US.
GODAMMIT.
IF YOU WERENT, I WOULDNT HAVE STARTED RUNNING.
IF YOU WERENT, I WOULDNT HAVE GIVEN A DAMN.
OMG.
GO LA.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
YOU THINK THAT NO ONE CARES.
SO OKAY, NO ONE CARES.
THE WORLD WONT BEND TO YOU.
SO DON'T EXPECT IT TO.

I wonder if Mr R. was being sarcastic.
I mean, his 3 mistakes = FAIL policy didn't apply that time, did it?
Would someone tell me what the overall mark for an english essay is?
Well, the exp. errors were already numbered up to 3 thanks to slang.
Though I must say the spelling was flawless. :x
And the paragraphing warranted 2 errors too. D:
All in all, 5?
Wouldn't that mean a FAIL?
But why the heck would there be a '=)'.

&&
GET WELL SOON, REBECCA [:

;Melissa

2008-02-29T21:03:00.003+08:00

OKAY LOL.
STARTING OFF ON A NEW NOTE.

I LOVE CREED AND ALTER BRIDGE. <3
THANKS TV FOR INTRODUCING THEM. [:

CREED IS PWNAGE.
BUT ALTER BRIDGE'S BROKEN WINGS MV IS DAMN COOL TOO.

CHECK THEM OUT IF YOU HAVE TIME. [:

BUT AGAIN I FIND MYSELF DAMN ANGRY BECAUSE OF THIS AUSTRALIAN FAMILY.
HOW CAN THEY STAND AND WATCH THEIR DOG BEING EATEN BY A SNAKE.
IF I WERE THEM I'D RATHER HAVE THROWN MYSELF ON THE PYTHON INSTEAD OF WATCHING, 'MORTIFIED'.
I DONT BUY YOUR STUPID EXCUSE ABOUT BEING SCARED SHITLESS.
AND YOU DARE SAY YOUR DOG IS A PART OF THE FAMILY.
GODDAMMIT. YOU SHOULD LET YOUR WHOLE FAMILY GET EATEN WHOLE BY THE PYTHON TOO THEN!
IT'S SO EASY!
WHY SHOULD YOU CARE ABOUT YOUR FAMILY ANY MORE IF YOU LET YOUR DOG DIE LIKE THAT?
THANKS HUH.
PEOPLE LIKE YOU SHOULD BE HUNG.
AND THE SNAKE SHOULD BE SKINNED ALIVE.
GO EAT THE FAMILY FOR ALL I CARE.
WHY TARGET THEIR DOG?
IT DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG BUT THEY DID.
HOW CAN THEY NOT DO ANYTHING EVEN AFTER THEIR CAT AND GUINEA PIG WERE EATEN.
DISGUSTING.
PUTRID.
COLD BLOODED MURDERERS.
YOU'RE WORSE THAN THOSE MURDERERS OFF THE STREETS.

COMPETITION IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS.
OMG. D:
JIAYOU CGS TEAM 1 AND 2.
JIAYOU CGSS TEAMS! [:
WINGHAY! GET INTO FINALS OKAY! xD

2008-02-29T20:34:00.002+08:00

Yay.
I tried out new styles for my sigs.
I'm really happy with how they turned out.
If you want to see them, please go to www.originalities.blogspot.com

And, I really dislike them.
I'm sorry, but I don't like them.
Really, really, really.
I think they don't belong.
I think they should get the hell out.
I think that if they can't, they should shut the hell up.

;Melissa